Thank you to everyone and anyone who has personally told me ..
🕑 Added 2021-09-13 05:10:41 +0000 UTC
Thank you to everyone and anyone who has personally told me they appreciate my content and can tell I make an effort to try to make quality content. Some of you that I’ve chatted personally with have guessed correctly that I am as intense with everything in my life as I am with my anal training.. I do a lot and I care so much about everything that I do. I am often very hard on myself when I don’t live up to my high expectations.
I had a rough month last month and really didn’t put out enough content that I felt was quality enough.. I am sorry if you were disappointed. To those of you that have been following me since the early BDSMLR days you know this has been a huge journey for me. I started posting before I was even comfortable with my sexuality. My high sex drive and exhibitionism, paired with lockdown and a need to confront my sexual issues led me to start posting my pictures and a near journal like format as I tried to make sense and accept my kinky love of anal.
I had far too many instances and influences shaming me for my sexuality growing up and in my early adult life. I truly hated myself for wanting sex at various points of my life. Accepting and celebrating my sexuality has helped me accept all of myself and the confidence has poured into every aspect of my life. I am in many ways a different person than when I started this journey.. I am healthier, mentally and physically, but as I have changed a lot, I also have to face new aspects of my personality. Im human and thank you to everyone who has said they are sticking around and appreciate all the effort I put in and that I need to take care of myself too..
I do a lot and I have felt bad about letting you all down recently. I’ve started seeing a therapist again to try to balance everything in my life and make sure I’m on top of my game in all aspects, including the porn!
