Ugh I'm gonna try and say this as nicely as possible because..
🕑 Added 2023-10-04 09:39:54 +0000 UTC
Ugh I'm gonna try and say this as nicely as possible because it's not the first time I've had to post this - if you start to call me a cunt because I haven't replied to you, I will come and kick you so hard you can taste your own testicles 🖤
Yes, I understand that you're paying to be here. But I do not OWE you a response. You are paying for my porn, not for an all access pass to me and my time.
Right now I am juggling two jobs, filming and editing, an unemployed and unwell partner, family, a social life, housework, and a plethora of mental health issues. I am still posting here because it genuinely helps with the unrelenting urge to fuck that I live with - and it helps keep a roof over my head. I have not let the weight of all that is wrong in my life crush me, but that does not mean I am happy, that I have the energy or time to reply to your messages.
I am stressed, I am completely overwhelmed by my responsibilities. I am fucking exhausted. So please stop thinking with your cock and getting angry at me that I haven't replied to you. Maybe try to think about why I haven't replied before you call me names and degrade me, all because you think you have not gotten what you are owed.
To those of you who are still around, who have supported me from the start, and that have been incredibly patient with me and my silence, truly thankyou. You have no idea how much your $10 a month means to me. It helps me sleep at night knowing that I will be able to pay my rent next month, it is the reason I can turn my heater on when it gets cold. You're the reason I can afford to take my cats to the vet when they get unwell. I know you just come here to get off and thats totally okay but I am incredibly grateful for each and every one of you. I genuinely wouldn't be where I am without you 🥰
Ps. I was serious, if anyone calls me a cunt again (without permission lmao) I will actually lose my mind. Please be kind.
