Iโm alive! Iโm in Berlin ๐ซกIโm just a bit worn out and exhaus..
🕑 Added 2025-01-20 20:53:15 +0000 UTC
Iโm alive! Iโm in Berlin ๐ซกIโm just a bit worn out and exhausted ๐ซ . Iโm back to the same dilemma: where to go and what to do next ๐. Nobody warned me about this side of adult life ๐๐๐๐. Why have I not been able to find a place since August? This is crazy. Not only did I spend 4 months in complete derealization, feeling like a character in The Sims, but I also made a ton of wrong decisions that Iโll soon have to deal with. Normally, I would just tell myself, โWell, itโll all work out,โ but it definitely wonโt ๐ซ .So now Iโm left with three countries I could go to, but for me, it feels like a choice without a choice because none of them appeal to me at all. They just offer slightly fewer hassles than this Germany.