i just wanna accomplish my goals in life, make something out..
🕑 Added 2022-05-19 16:59:05 +0000 UTC
i just wanna accomplish my goals in life, make something out of myself and challenge my deeper self, but i don’t have the motivation too. i belittle who i am as a person and for some reason tell myself i can’t do what i want to do because it’s not built for me, and that’s something I struggle with everyday. i wanna make my mom proud, i wanna feel happy with myself like wake up and realize wow I’ve worked really hard to get to where I am and be proud of myself. I’ve never once rewarded who I am, or where I am, instead I knit pick myself and think of where I could be, and how I’m not there. Daily battles with me, myself, and I. Just know, not everything you see behind a phone screen is rainbows and butterflies, some people deal with depression, some deal with past trauma, there’s tons of things. People nowadays put out what everybody wants to see, but here’s a different side of me, I don’t show very often💔
