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Are we supposed to think about things? There’s this lack of ..
🕑 Added 2025-02-19 18:28:01 +0000 UTC Are we supposed to think about things? There’s this lack of thought and reason in happiness and hope. Just don’t think about it. Just don’t look.I want nothing more than to spend most of my existence on the neutral to positive end of the spectrum mood-wise, but then I start thinking. An observation is made, a sensation is had, someone fucking talks to me, and we’re rolling. I wish I weren’t off to unpleasant places so often.“The train is leaving the station.”“Don’t let the train leave the station.”As if I can just grab a lasso and get right on that steaming locomotive.I nearly went full existential crisis a few weeks ago over a color reveal toy, because whether it used mica or not, it made me think of how much suffering we are cool with for a temporary thrill, to paint our faces, to try to alleviate our own thirst by drinking more of the same poison.But hey, check out my bedhead and tip generously, because that temporary thrill is what keeps the bills paid, the crises held in the existential phase and my sanity juuuust in check. Cheers!
