Good morning folks! I've taken the New years week as a break..
🕑 Added 2023-01-13 16:38:11 +0000 UTC
Good morning folks! I've taken the New years week as a break. I know i commonly get burned out doing this so I'm trying to remind myself that I don't have to respond to 900 dms every single day. Maybe just like, every other day?
I was actually going to go to a hotel last week to film but if you don't know, California is quite literally a river right now. So thats cool. Kinda funky kinda fresh. Actually terrifying lmao but we thrivin. I might try to get a hotel near tahoe this weekend to record if they even have availability.
If you are in the discord server you might have heard that the next cosplay, like actually done seriously, will most likely be Zatanna Zatara or Silk! I'm going to have to get measured for that and put the pieces together myself. With an editor and effects, Zatanna will probably be done in June-ish.
As for me, I dont know man. I haven't been depressed for awhile so thats good. Lots of nights where its 3 am and I'm sitting outside alone thinking. Turns out theres a lot to think about but I've been learning to be more kind to myself. Not everything has to happen instantly. Or even soon. I think trauma used to make me think everything is "go go go gotta do it now or else"
But I think living is creating those core memories. And actually being grateful that you're still alive cause uh. Humans are kinda just squishy flesh bags. I know we all think we are immortal and that we won't die unless we take ourselves out
But have you seen reddit? Man, nsfw filter or not, I've seen a lot there. We really are like lil marshmallows of squish. But look at us! We still here. Eating food we probably shouldn't be and somewhat thriving. Good for us lmao
Side noteeeeeeeee, does anyone here know OBS? Y'all I don't know if I was just dropped on my head or something but its just NOT CLICKING. I don't know what I'm doinggg and I want to start doing streams where I'm drinkin (since I'm turning 21 next month WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
Also what is the appeal of a mukbang. I get people like trisha paytas doing it, but why do y'all keep asking to watch ME eat? I barely eat 1 meal a day let alone an entire tableful
Like huh?
Anywayssssss I love you lots! I actually do, cause of all of you I was able to get my puppy and I'll be moving out of state. Thats huge! Y'all did that. Mwah kissies
