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🕑 Added 2024-01-01 05:12:48 +0000 UTC Happy Camel Toe … I mean Happy New Years!!!🎉🎉🎉🥳🥳🥳❤️❤️❤️💋💋💋🫂 I really don’t want to censor my thoughts and feelings, based on a fear that I may be misunderstood or worse cause someone discomfort. It’s a challenge to communicate feelings at the best of time. In a regular conversation, there are opportunities to clarify. This platform it’s tricky. I still put in a fair bit of time and effort to express myself and then if need be, individually clarify my posts. I think it’s important my fans get to experience more than my boobs and other cute things. 😉 If I made anyone feel bad about themselves tonight by sharing on my stories. That was not my intention. I don’t feel like I should have to apologize for expressing myself but I do feel that if my expression caused you discomfort I will. It’s true … At times … in the past … I haven’t been happy on this platform. A combination of subconscious beliefs (conservative upbringing) , judgements from others (those closest to me and strangers) as well as insults from fans … have affected me. My point tonight in my stories was that I’m no longer in that resulting state of shame anymore. I’ve always enjoyed what I create here but the shame affected how I perceived and reacted to all of my experiences on this platform. Now for the first time I’m happy and more importantly, proud of the content I produce. It’s consistent with who I am and who I want to be. I plan on carrying that mindset through to 2024. This has been a huge breakthrough for me. I no longer feel shame for being on this platform. I also, no longer feel like I’m letting my fans down because I won’t conform to other creator’s style of content. I have a fan base that appreciates and wants my style. I finally feel like I am enough. Isn’t that what we all want. To feel like we are enough … just as we are? Please tell me the moments in your life were your girlfriend, wife, boss, family made you feel like you weren’t enough. Not intentional I’m sure but How did you behave? Were you happy, content? Did you have the emotional maturity to navigate through those feelings in such a way that drama evaded you. Or did your life fall apart right in front of you? Nobody wants to feel like they aren’t enough. Nobody but ourselves can ever make us feel like we are enough. Well I have compassion for myself now. I’m going to navigate through 2024 with that mindset. I am enough. Just as I am in this very moment. I finally see the value in my offering🙂 I’m not sad. I’m not upset. I’m firmly taking a stand in my own self that what I’m doing here is nothing to be shameful about. Going forward, I won’t let anyone not even myself try and convince me otherwise. I’ve had to overcome a lot to get to this place. My tears are cleansing tears. I’m at peace.🙏🙂 Happy New Year 🎉
