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Hi all! What a crazy year for events. It's only March, and s..
🕑 Added 2023-03-09 22:26:28 +0000 UTC Hi all! What a crazy year for events. It's only March, and so much has already happened to me. Now, I spend a lot of time in my thoughts, in work, in concentration on creativity. This text was not easy for me, it is difficult to explain everything that I feel in a foreign language. But in short: 5 years ago I had a very long and emotionally difficult relationship with a man. I think it caused me a big psychological trauma. And I'm still trying to piece myself together. Every year it gets easier for me. Time really heals :) It was the strangest and most difficult relationship in my life. No, there were good moments too, of course. But I want to say, that it just broke me psychologically. That's happened, unfortunately. I'm not looking for someone to blame. No. I'm just trying to do something with it out here and now. These relationships broke me, but somewhere else, they highlighted my strengths, or revealed me as a person. But it's hard. It's hard when you broken, because to reassemble yourself, it's difficult. The hardest job in the world is working on yourself. Now I am at the stage when I am trying to separate my thoughts / words / views on life / tastes / opinions / principles, etc. from my past, from this person in particular. I'm trying to figure out where I'm real? Who am I really? What is right for me? What I think and what I want! So far, I'm trying to understand, realize and accept this. some pictures from today 🤍 Morning started with sending paintings and my posters. Breakfast. Drawing and shooting video for instagram. Then I went to the exhibition, and as always, I drink a lot of coffee ☕️
