Hey! once in a while I feel the need to vent a little.
if y..
🕑 Added 2021-06-10 17:57:02 +0000 UTC
Hey! once in a while I feel the need to vent a little.
if you do not like me and my content, that is ok lol. you can just leave my page, I really do not care '-' there are obviously people that like my stuff, and it is impossible for me to please everyone. No harsh feelings, really! you are totally entitled of not liking my stuff, but at the same time, I am not obligated to change the way I do stuff to please you specifically, do u get it? so you can just move on to the next models page and wank to something else and I'll keep doing stuff the way that i can/want.
Could my content improve? obviously it could. but it seems that a lot of people assume I am a professional porn star, and not a girl that is literally filming stuff with her old ass galaxy phone and a $5 tripod that always breaks, whenever she has free time. I am an amateur people, and I have no desire of ever being a pro '-' so like, do not judge me as if this is my full time job and I have a crew working with me, studio etc etc it is just me waking up at 4 am on saturdays and not sleeping on weekdays, buying costumes from korean websites and recording stuff with my phone, then trying to learn how to edit pics and videos all by myself, having no previous knowledge about editing softwares, sound and filming equipment, and all this while trying not to be caught by my super religious and strict parents.
and sure, how could you know all of this if you are new on my page? I know you couldn't possibly guess this. To try to minimize this problem I am thinking about making an introduction video to my page/basic stuff about me. But again, I know that most people would not watch it 😂 most people don't even read my bio/welcome message, that summarize how my page works lol..
I don't mind getting asked the same questions over and over again, I understand that if you are new here you will question why I do certain things (not show my face, be quiet etc). But what I do expect is a minimum politeness when addressing me or asking me questions. What bugs me is when a person first interaction with me is straight up rude and passive agressive. Why can't we be nice to each other? if you are kind to me I will be VERY kind to you. That's why I have so many people staying subbed for months to my page, and constantly engaging in conversations with me. I will not try to charge for every interaction and I do my best to keep my conversations with you genuine, and within my limits I do my best to provide a lot of good content for the subprice you paid for. So, can you please treat me as if I am human, just like you?
Now all this negative shit aside, I must say that 99% of all my interaction here on OF is, in fact, positive! and to that, or better saying, to these lovely people I am seriously EXTREMELY GRATEFUL. Like seriously, positive interaction means A LOT to me. I could not simply keep doing this if it was just for the money. The thing that most motivates me to make content and try to improve is the positive feedback that I get from some of you and my personal satisfaction with it, as my content is honestly a form of self expression of my kinks, sexuality and my personal aesthetic.
