hello my sweet loves! I was going to take some photos for y..
🕑 Added 2021-01-31 00:08:23 +0000 UTC
hello my sweet loves! I was going to take some photos for you today but I’ve had a kidney stone attack 😓😔 so I’m in pain and in bed. hopefully the pain will subside so I can get some stuff done tomorrow. so here’s a short little video I took a couple weeks ago.
The Used was my favourite band for so long, I love this monologue 🥰 the song is called I’m a Fake.
“Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pygmy-size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black, broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife”
