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🕑 Added 2023-06-29 16:39:29 +0000 UTC MY STORY : BOOK 2 ------------------------------- Chapter 10: The Point of no return I wake up, I get out of bed and I look in the mirror. I see a girl body. I see myself wearing a pink see-through dress with a tiny pink chastity cage, a belly button piercing and a completely smooth body. I have many days like this where I wake up and look shocked in the mirror. I still can’t believe this is my body and that this is my life. Somewhere in my mind I have always believed sissyfication wasn’t a real thing, that I could quit at any moment and that I can just pick up my old life whenever I want to. But when I look at myself in the mirror in the morning, I am instantly reminded that I am a slave and I instantly get turned on by this as well. It had been 6 months since I quit my full-time job to become a full-time sissy slave. My facial hair was gone, my body hair was gone, I had female piercings and things were getting very serious. Queen Sparkles had moved out of our house a few weeks ago. She found her own place to stay and she was very thankful and loved her time at our place. We still have the whatsapp group and she sometimes sends me teasing messages or humiliating pictures that she took of me. I had reached 1000 subscribers on OnlyFans, and the internet was begging to see me getting fucked. I still didn’t have that much experience with cock. I had sucked cock 2 times and that was it. I really enjoyed it. When I am horny and playing with myself I often think about cock. But having a real one in front of your face is a totally different experience. I fantasized about getting fucked and my girlfriend knew that and encouraged it. She wanted to see me fucked as well. It is said that once you get fucked as a sissy, you cross the point of no return. This made me nervous, because I knew this was probably true. I bet it would feel very nice but it would also be very humiliating and destroy all that was left of my masculinity. A cock inside you once means that you are no longer a boyfriend/man. I mean… how can you be masculine when she knows you had a real dick in your ass…? She would just laugh at you and think of that moment. Getting fucked is a big deal for every sissy, especially the first time. Sometimes I log into chat sites looking for a guy who wants to fuck me and I often find men immediately. The problem is that most guys aren’t serious and they just want to chat a little bit while jerking off, and when I do find a real guy who seems to be for real, I get scared and nervous and cancel it. But somewhere deep down inside me I knew it was a matter of time. My girlfriend has the power and the ability to convince me, to turn me into such a submissive sissy slut that I’d do anything for her. She knows that. The adventure with Queen Sparkles gave us a lot of exciting and humiliating content to share on my OnlyFans page and the people loved it. Everyone loved it! The more followers we gained the more other content creators were interested in meeting up with us! That is how we met Mistress Fatale. When I looked at her twitter page she had more followers than me. I looked up to her. Her page shows that she is a true Mistress. We decided to contact her and ask her if she would be interested in making content together and she said yes! A couple days later, Mistress Fatale was standing at our door. She had 2 huge bags that she dragged inside. I was super nervous but Mistress Fatale has a very friendly, trustworthy and great vibe. Just by saying hello, she managed to calm my nerves a little bit. You could clearly see that she was a professional Mistress while me and my girlfriend were just a regular couple. We started chatting about the normal stuff. ‘’How was the trip?’’ ‘’Did you find a parking spot easily?’’ Things like that. Eventually we started talking about other things. ‘’How did you find me on twitter?’’ ‘’How long have you been a submissive?’’ Questions like these kept the conversation going and they were a good ice breaker. Mistress Fatale knew how to calm down someone that is nervous haha! After chatting she took control of the situation right away and commanded me to make some photos with her. She was posing with a very big strap-on and after some selfies she started to discuss some videos that we could make. I sucked her strap-on on video, in another video she used breast pumps on me (that was a very cool experience), and in another video both girls were spanking me. Mistress Fatale kept pushing to make more videos, each video more and more humiliating for me. When I take pictures and videos on my own, it often just takes a couple hours maximum. Mistress Fatale was making video after video after video for the entire day and evening! I think we ‘’worked’’ for 10 hours straight! It was a lot for me. I was very tired. After Mistress Fatale finally had enough, we decided to order some food and talked about experiences and stories we had. We had a real connection. It was a lot of fun. My first impression of her was that she is an incredibly hard worker, extremely passionate about BDSM, and very good at what she does! I don’t know what her first impression of me was, but I think it wasn’t very good, to be honest, haha. I was very shy and not as experienced as her. I couldn’t take much pain. I was scared of breast pumps. I was very nervous for anal play… haha. But I did my best and we made a lot of great content! After our shoot together, the next day, I received a message from Mistress Fatale saying that she enjoyed our time together. This was a bit of a relief for me because I didn’t think I performed very well. She suggested we do it again and of course I said yes! About 1 month later, Mistress Fatale showed up at our door again. I knew that this time, I would be less nervous and willing to do more! I was going to Impress Mistress Fatale. This time I was a little more confident. We took some pictures again and I sucked her strap-on with more enthusiasm as she was recording my face! While she was recording she said : ‘’Hmmmm Joyce, don’t you want to suck a real dick?’’ While I was sucking her strap-on I mumbled: ‘’Yes Mistress.’’ She asked: ‘’And don’t you want to get fucked by a real dick?’’ With my best girly voice possible, I looked in the camera and said: ‘’Oooh Yes Mistress!! Yes I do!!’’ Mistress Fatale answered with: ‘’Lucky for you I arranged that. I got a friend coming over in 30 minutes.’’ I made eye contact with Mistress Fatale with her strap-on still in my mouth. My eyes asked her if she was serious. I could see she wasn’t joking. This wasn’t for the video. She meant it. I tilted my head back and let her strap-on slip out of my mouth and asked her if she was being serious and she confirmed it. My nerves came back immediately. ‘’OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG, it’s happening!!!’’ I was very very nervous. When the doorbell rang 30 minutes later, I knew she wasn’t joking. Princess was very excited about all of this too. She made me kneel down and was standing next to me. This made me feel safe as a guy walked into our house. Mistress Fatale introduced this man to me and I waved awkwardly while saying ‘’hi.” He saw how nervous I was, and it made him smile. He seemed like a friendly and normal guy. Mistress tried to calm my nerves but it had no effect this time. I wasn’t ready to get fucked by a real guy! But both girls encouraged me to go through with it. I was thinking about all the followers and subscribers, that this was my destiny and that I needed to do this. This was what I wanted and fantasized about. I shouldn’t be such a pussy! Mistress Fatale placed the cameras at the right angles; the man placed a hood over his head. He wanted to stay anonymous. Mistress Fatale lowered his pants in front of me and a big dick appeared. As I looked at it my sissy instincts kicked in. I had always believed that sissy porn had no effect on me. But when a real dick appeared in front of my face, it didn’t take very long for me to start sucking. I had a cock in my mouth and there were different cameras making sure it was on video. This was very scary and super exciting at the same time. I could hear my girlfriend shouting encouraging words and compliments like ‘’That’s a good girl!!’’ in the background while Mistress Fatale was holding the back of my head and pushing harder and harder so that I got his cock deeper and deeper in my mouth until I started to gag. The more time went by with his cock in my mouth the less nervous I got. I could hear by his moaning that I was doing a good job, and this was very nice to hear. I enjoyed it. I was also very happy that I would finally be able to show all my followers that I am a slut and that I do suck real cock!! After about 10 minutes, Mistress Fatale pressed stop on the cameras and all 3 of them started applauding me for sucking cock. My face turned red and I looked at the floor, but I knew what was about to happen next. Getting fucked. I told them I was very nervous and that it was my first time so to please not do it for very long. They agreed and said that they at least wanted a 3 minute long video, and I agreed to that. So Mistress commanded me to lay down on the sofa, with my legs up in the air and commanded the guy to stand in front of the sofa, ready to fuck me. I was very nervous. Mistress pressed record and the guy got closer and I could feel his cock pressing against my sissy pussy. This was it. Time slowed down for me and I could feel his hard cock slide inside me. I think time really slowed down. His cock went inside me and I didn’t experience any discomfort that you sometimes feel when fucking a big plastic dildo. Instead, I felt warmth and pleasure and a very nice feeling. It caught me off guard. I had just crossed the point of no return. His cock was now balls deep inside me and I fell into some sort of trance state. I knew this was my destiny and I was laying here with a real cock inside my ass. This was a moment when I was very aware of my situation. As soon as he started pounding me, I felt pleasure with each push. I started to moan and enjoy it. He started to fuck me harder and after a couple minutes it was like I slipped back into reality. The nerves and panic kicked in again and I asked them to stop for now. Because this was my first time, they of course understood and Mistress was very understanding. They complimented me and comforted me. It was very nice. I couldn’t believe it. I got fucked. It was a really big deal, because it took away the last pieces of masculinity I had left. I had cock inside my ass. In the last video, this guy was going to give me a facial. He started jerking off next to me and I was ready to receive his cum. I had some bad luck because all of his cum ended up in my hair. Thanks to Mistress Fatale, I got fucked for the first time. She helped me push my boundaries and overcome my nerves. Only a true Mistress is capable of doing such a thing. We ended our day with ordering food and having a nice meal before saying goodbye. When they left, my girlfriend teased me and showed me the footage of a real cock sliding inside my ass, confirming to me that now I was no longer a man, that she could no longer call me her boyfriend, that I was nothing more than her slave.
