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MY STORY : BOOK 2 Chapter 3: The Sissy Rabbit hole When yo..
🕑 Added 2023-06-16 15:52:41 +0000 UTC MY STORY : BOOK 2 Chapter 3: The Sissy Rabbit hole When you spend 8 hours of your day at your job, it is easy for you to take your mind away from sissyfication and BDSM. But for me, it’s all I think about. It is all I desire. After my first month adapting to this new way of living, things started to spiral out of control really fast. I gained a lot of Twitter followers and a lot of OnlyFans subscribers. I reached 500 subscribers and was now earning $4000 a month (before taxes… *sigh*). Every day I craved more attention, more followers and more subscribers. Not for the money, but my tiny, locked sissy clitty makes me horny 24/7, and I just want to show the world what a pathetic slut I am. I created an Xhamster page, Pornhub; I started to sell videos on sites. My pictures and videos were being downloaded and spread in every corner of the internet. All this was happening and my family and friends (except my best friend) had no idea about it. I look up sissy porn every day and I see incredible feminine sissies - totally hairless, fucked by big black cocks and it makes my sissy clitty wet. Every day my girlfriend makes sure that I watch gay porn, and I get pegged by her almost every day. Things are getting wild. I have to spend an hour every morning answering all the messages I get on OnlyFans. My girlfriend / Mistress doesn’t need to encourage me anymore. I CRAVE sissyfication. I want to be as fuckable as possible. I desire it so much. Mistress really likes to tease me about it. But sometimes reality still sinks in. ‘’What the hell am I doing?’’ I ask myself. But 2 seconds later those thoughts disappear and are replaced with images of big cocks - the thing I crave so much. Because I have been locked in chastity for so long, I don’t know what it feels like to have a big dick. I sometimes wonder what it must feel like to have a big dick. This is the first month of being a full-time sissy slave. Days go by very fast. I don’t really know what I am doing. I spend a lot of time making pictures and videos of myself to post on the internet. I answer a lot of messages from other sissies and from men. Besides that, I serve my princess as best I can. Every morning she decides my outfit, I kiss her feet as she goes to work and I start to do my chores. I am allowed to play with my dildos as much as I like. I have an entire collection of dildos now, given to me by fans and subscribers who want to see me go down the sissy rabbit hole. Sometimes after my chores, I grab a dildo and start to ride it. I get really desperate for an orgasm but that is not so simple. Sometimes it takes weeks before I can finally orgasm (sissygasm) from anal stimulation only. So I spend a lot of time bouncing up and down on my dildos. Most of the time I am also watching porn. I like solo men porn where they cum. Sometimes Princess breaks our routine and we still do some vanilla stuff, like for example go to the movies. Princess makes sure I still wear a collar, yes even in public, and my nails are painted pink. Sometimes people look at me. But that is okay. If I am a good girl I can sit next to Princess during the movies. If not I have to sit on the ground next to her, holding her popcorn. If I complain, she spits in my face. But that is okay. That really turns me on. One day she invited her co-worker to come with us to the movies. This guy is kinda like a bully to me. Princess likes it. She thinks it is hot. When he picked us up in his fancy car, he told my girlfriend to sit next to him and that I don’t mind sitting by myself in the backseat. They both laughed as we both got into the car. Driving there, to break the silence, this guy asked questions like… ‘’So, Jens, do you still wear women’s underwear?’’ My girlfriend laughed. We made eye contact. My eyes said ‘’Omg did you really tell him that?!’’ and her eyes said ‘’Go on bitch, tell the truth.” I knew I shouldn’t lie about it. Girlfriend would punish me. ‘’Yes’’ I said. He laughed. ‘’And does your girlfriend still keep your tiny dick locked?’’ … ‘’Yes…’’ I said. My girlfriend turned around and said to me, ‘’Come on bitch! Show him!’’ That was very humiliating. I hesitated but they both started to encourage me so I lowered my pants a little bit and it showed my girly pink panties and they both shouted ‘’Nice!’’ As we arrived at the cinema, they both got out of the car. But I didn’t know how to get out of this fancy car. It had so many buttons. It was very humiliating for him to open the car door for me. I felt like such a … sissy wimp! Princess told me to walk behind them. They got tickets. But I didn’t know what seats they took. Luckily, it wasn’t very crowded. So I took a wild guess and registered a seat fairly close to occupied ones. As I was using the touchscreen to register my seat, the vibrating buttplug that she made me wear started to vibrate. It was very loud. It was so loud that I could see my girlfriend and her co-worker (or should I say lover now?) laugh with their hands on their mouths in the distance. I tried to stay cool. I could hear guys behind me laughing. I quickly grabbed my tickets and as I started to walk towards them she turned off the vibration. Before you go into the cinema room, you still have to go through a store with candy, chips, popcorn, drinks. Princess and her friend grabbed anything they desired but told me that all this candy wasn’t good for me. Once we got to our seats, I noticed I wasn’t that far away from them. If I looked up behind me, a couple rows away, I could see my girlfriend and her lover. Of course they played with the vibration toy and that turned me on so much. In the middle of the movie they sent me photos on messenger. It was my girlfriend with his cock in her mouth with the caption. ‘’Are you enjoying the movie, sissy?’’ Writing this down turns me on so much. You might think this is harsh or cruel. But I promise you, when you are locked up in chastity for so long and you think about nothing else but being a good submissive, this is a very unique and amazing experience. I am very happy to be a real sissy slave. Princess and her lover / co-worker started to see each other more and more and loved the idea of feminizing me even more. I often received comments and messages from him like ‘’You know, with some work, you can become a very hot chick.’’ I replied with ‘’haha thanks.” The first couple months of being a full-time sissy slave were like this. But I could tell Princess wanted more. She wanted to feminize me even more. Wearing a wig, make-up and shaving myself just didn’t excite her anymore. She wanted more. (And honestly, I desired it too.) She wanted me to go deeper down the sissy rabbit hole. And she had a plan.
