I dont check my curiouscat often, because when i do i am put..
🕑 Added 2020-08-30 21:13:19 +0000 UTC
I dont check my curiouscat often, because when i do i am put in a pretty shitty mood. most of the comments i get are typically very egregious questions, or its just used as an outlet for hate. however, i got a comment that really stood out to me, it read: "I dont think you care about the people you profit from lmfao"
I just wanted to relay my response here, and it read:
"there was a period of time in these past two months where i was mentally slammed and procrastinating, yes, i won't try to make up an excuse for my inactivity, because there isn't really one. i'm taking the guess you are (or were) an onlyfans sub, as that is the only place I make money, so let me paint a picture for you: you have found something that you love, like really really love. it's all you can think about sometimes, say it's an activity, or sport, or hobby, but you just love doing it. Now imagine that you are lucky enough to have the opportunity to transform this thing you love so much into a career and a way of supporting yourself, you would be ecstatic, right? I hope you see where I am going with this, because I am forever indebted to the people who got me here, and i could not be more thankful. this account was created by me, yes, but it wouldn't be at this point without you.
But, again, I slipped up. I'm not trying to distract from that, and am offering my deepest apology to anyone who feels wronged. Taking on 10 separate projects at once was simply too much for me to do at once, and I didn't air my concerns early enough to those who tipped to refund them, so i just boiled myself in the fear that people were frustrated with me, and continued to procrastinate. this had an immediate effect on my daily/weekly posting patterns, and it is no one else's fault but mine. It really is unlike me to treat those who literally (l i t e r a l l y) put food on my table with inattention. Anyone who didn't get their customs they requested in a reasonable time i sent a refund to, payed in full + $20 and sent a link for a 1 year subscription on me. I still feel this was too little too late, but I was met with resounding understanding, and in fact all of my responses from the handful of people who asked for customs felt this way. So if you were one of those people anonymously pushing me to get them done, im so sorry I didn't see this earlier.
anticipations for the future: i'm visiting my girlfriend and new apartment tomorrow for a week, and then coming back and scrambling to move as soon as I get back. So for the majority of september I will be slammed, so dont expect a myriad of new and amazing posts. however, I do have content planned out to be posted, and this seems hard to believe given literally everything i have just said, but I'm making a post on onlyfans regarding that today. Expect business as usual early-mid october.
Again, there aren't words to describe my behavior these past two months, it is inexcusable, and i can only ask for forgiveness.
tl;dr: please read it all
I love you all,
Taylor"
I'm not asking for sympathy, just forgiveness. I hope this clears anything up because I really do care about all of you, and if it doesn't please message me, I'd love to talk to you.
