i have a relationship with someone who still don’t understan..
🕑 Added 2023-05-05 22:55:07 +0000 UTC
i have a relationship with someone who still don’t understand what i do and it’s incapable of watching me with someone else in a video.
it’s hard to manage sometimes.
i would like to show him what i do so he can motivate me to do it better but i actually kinda have to hide and it makes me feel i’m being unfaithful.
i wanna be 100% open but he makes it imposible.
he says he wants a closed relations ship but we can’t so we are open only for me if i have to work and that’s the plan but i see him always in grindr and date apps.
he can fucks everyone if he wants, i don’t care but why doesn’t he just tell me he wants to instead of lying?
i guess at the end of the day i can’t even ask or argue because i’m the one doing porn so it kinda makes me the whore.