To Live or Not to Live
An accolade? Sure, of that there is n..
🕑 Added 2022-04-05 15:55:47 +0000 UTC
To Live or Not to Live
An accolade? Sure, of that there is no doubts
But it's not for fame or likes - not for the clout
You stand in the mirror and question what's displayed
Not just the visual but the unseen 'neath the overlay
You learn you grow you stumble and fall
Society pleads for you to stay behind your wall
But you've felt the sun and danced in the rain
You choose not to oppress but to heal the pain
Knowing all to well that pain has become a part of you
Though so is love and laughter - so what is your truth
For me the pain is where my scars are born
The emotions that fought and became battle worn
Society is riddled with misguided souls
Doesn't mean that I must be till I've aged to old
For old is not a number but a mind(set)
When we stop growing, unwavering and stringent
Set in the ways we've become conditioned to be
Not a choice but a default of the pieces of thee
When was it you gave up the rights to your life
It's not about conquering but overcoming the strife
Letting go the anchors that will keep you harbored
Sail the unknown to where you need not the armor
Live! Love! Free yourself from your embrittled cries
With a set mind a friend is not the passing of time
It's ok to be scared until you've found your way
But a life in port will ever fall short your best of days
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At 46 years old I became a published model. I model for me - for the introspection. To see myself captured in ways I could not see or accept. Modeling became a conduit of self reflection that has helped me to find parts of me that I never knew and to heal parts of me - some I never knew to be broken. I am a model whether there is someone taking my picture or not. I am a film maker, an actress, and a mother. I'm have no intention of stopping there. I dream out loud and brave the unknown. The only thing I am searching for is me. #chaseyoursmile