Can’t sleep so I wrote this poem just now. It’s a rough dr..
🕑 Added 2020-08-12 07:02:32 +0000 UTC
Can’t sleep so I wrote this poem just now. It’s a rough draft but I thought the poem goes well with this picture I took earlier today, so I wanted to share. I hope you enjoy reading
As I laid down after a long day, migraine kicking in
Mind racing
Slow down, Slow down
Stop racing I say
The voices won’t stop
See my anxiety and I have what some people might call a friends with benefit kind of relationship. We moved in together a while back and we have been in a constant battle
Some days she desires and wants love, she craves the soft and gentle kisses of a man deserving of her
And other days she just wants to be left alone Stop, Stop! I say
Be still
Quit shaking
Because I am falling and I just want to be caught
So as I found myself falling
I realised no one is catching
I’m falling and wanting to be caught
So I wonder
Will there ever be a one to catch me when I’m falling
Will there ever be a one to take my heart and nurture it
Will he pick me up and in his arms grant me safety because I am falling
Will he let our heart and soul intertwine
Till i am his and He is mine
Because I am falling and I’m begging to be caught
So I look around, lost and fighting for our house trying to kick her out.
Stop shaking
Go, I say!
I paused because I realise I am falling and no one is catching
So I stop fighting to kick her out
Because while no one is catching, my anxiety is the one constant that never leaves and will always catch me