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A little bit about my childhood, or what love is to me. Part..
🕑 Added 2021-11-12 12:58:54 +0000 UTC A little bit about my childhood, or what love is to me. Part 1 🐣❤️ unblock nude doggy pic with tied hands 🤤 I want to share an intimate moment with you. From my childhood I was a very sensitive girl. I always had a hard time adapting to a new environment and had a hard time getting used to people. I had a difficult relationship with my father, as a kid I did not feel his warmth and concern, I rather felt that he was like a stranger in my life. Grandparents lived away from me, so my closest and only friend was my mother. Until I was 4 y. old I spent all my time with my mother, we were not separated. And after that, my mother had to work, and it was necessary to give me to kindergarten. I think I was very traumatized then, because of the sudden separation from my mother and a completely new society. I understand now that it was a necessary measure for my mother, but at that time I felt fear and abandonment. I cried a lot and hid from new people, because of which the educators told the parents that "your kid is not okay, he needs to see a psychologist". And instead of support I got humiliation and rejection of my emotions: "only weak people cry; you are behaving inadequately; nothing bad happened, you should not feel sad". My parents told me that they would only love me if I was "normal", and I promised not to cry anymore and to cope with problems on my own. More than 12 y. had passed, I went to a psychologist because I felt very bad every day. I had insomnia, anxiety every day and thoughts about the meaninglessness of life. Relationships with my parents became even worse as a teenager, I had a lot of unexplainable anger and resentment towards them, especially my father. And after several tests with a psychologist it turned out that I was depressed. I realized that it was a bad idea to suppress my feelings, because they were still there.
