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Trigger Warning: Suicide, Abuse, Sexual Trauma Hi everyone,..
🕑 Added 2024-08-17 07:12:43 +0000 UTC Trigger Warning: Suicide, Abuse, Sexual Trauma Hi everyone, Sharing a poem I wrote last year that I’m working on reciting and posting on my TikTok by the end of the weekend. I wrote a part two earlier this week that I’m still working on revising that digs a lot deeper into current events and what needs to be done to protect (queer) youth from complex trauma and help (queer) adults navigating life with so many scars from the past. If you take PreP or love anyone with HIV, you’re able to enjoy this luxury largely due to the work of Larry Kramer. Kramer, a writer who suffered from severe depression and suicidal ideation, like me, was able to create masterpieces and push society to demand more for queer lives, but it would have been impossible if he did not have the financial means to focus on his work. My potential is limited by me scrounging for my basic expenses due to the cost of my medical care. I had an emergency situation this week where I had to pack all my things, get out of my airbnb in an afternoon, and find a new place to live. Fortunately, the place I found is wonderful and the landlady is so cute. Unfortunately, I had to pay the security deposit and the rest of this month in cash, and it was more than I had in my account. I tried to set up and use Venmo’s Amex Send Account feature, but it lied on its use ability, so I maxed out my credit. Talked to their customer service team about it, and they need a few days to verify my account which realistically won’t get done on the weekend. I’ll be able to use it for next month’s rent but that didn’t help me pay what I needed to right now. I was able to get my brother to lend me some of the money until I get paid at the end of the month, but it’s gonna take a minute for airbnb to process and refund the money that I’m owed from the place that I had to leave. I have to get my psych meds within the next three days and they’re $350 - the most expensive one is not covered by my insurance or any discount card programs, and it’s necessary for me to be stable enough to do my life saving work and feel confident to create content. If you’re able to tip and help out, I will be eternally grateful. You’ll be saving so much more than just me, I promise. Much love, (Disabled) Dash
