Yeah you read that right. Barely had a chance to enjoy being..
🕑 Added 2024-12-21 11:11:08 +0000 UTC
Yeah you read that right. Barely had a chance to enjoy being even partially unpacked from my *second* time in 2yrs escaping mold and less than a season later- sewage flooding right as everyone's out of the office๐ญI don't know what changes are ahead for me but I know your support would make the most difference to me now verses later if a donation is possible for you&your household.I am so so glad I spoke up about how I was doing last time, just talking with people helped process it was happening- if not thru direct support, but also in the act of putting it into words.In choosing how much to share, how much was too much too dump, what moments were worth pausing to memorize, so they wouldn't be forgotten in the swirl & stress... I tell ya if that aint how I came to reddit in the first place. Choosing to express myself on my terms & let go.Your time is donation enough, thank you for offering yourselves back @ me.If you'd like to give me&my partner sentimental support, we talked & agreed we'd like more cool socks&boxers:} We swapped one Rogue for one Gambit to have a matching set and it's stinkin cute. And now they're our way to be brave for the day... and also catch a glimpse of ankle&think of each other, mid-dissociative stare into the ground.Omg here we go- I must say, my list game is strong๐ช๐ปWe would love a cozy reminder of calmer times cuddling on the sofa(before the massage gun broke & when our TV still worked, do bad things come in 9's now??)Symptoms suck, stress hurts:/ send love however you feel it. Your time reading this is already a very nice thing.Thank you,๐IWNT*12/23:h'wOoh man, today coulda gone better especially considering yesterday๐ซ it's one of those, but for different [vague, nondescript] reasons than last time. I'm sorry for phrasing that weird but unfortunately even when it's good news, and not so ominous, it's still just best I not get too specific about it online. I don't mean to alarm. There's a lot of very important plates spinning in the air at once, it's a lot. Lot lot lot, worth not playing games about.Grateful beyond words the village is tapping in, and slowly getting resourced-up between the gaps. Not the best time of year for anything to go wrong. There's a whole strata of hurt around me at the moment & I've been head down in *holy shit fuck how many things can go wrong simultaneously, again again? And what do you MEAN that's not a Die Hard sequel??* I want to let my body come down before I read your messages. Consume responsibly n such, doing my best to have good form in new territory.I'm still setting myself up each night for my AM Objectives, stacking myself up a nice plan n knocking it down all day before the syncopated clocking off of people I needed to hear back from by the end of the day before the opposite end of that train eats it's tail with outdated information or I have my 24hrs worth of output divided by 2days....... and I know everyone's name, favorite color, whether they prefer flavored sparkling water or black coffee...๐ฅ๐๐ค๐จ๐จ๐จ๐จ๐My eyes are spinning so I'm heading to bed. I look forward to reading your messages,Thank you so so much๐๐ฅน
