My body's been going through changes & this mildly interesti..
🕑 Added 2025-02-02 18:15:13 +0000 UTC
My body's been going through changes & this mildly interesting fluke of finding a black pube is kinda an icebreaker.Been BUSY busy but I can't safely talk about details of what I've been up to lately, but the toll stress has taken shows on my body so I've been hesitant to post without some sort of context framing (otherwise, redditors gonna be redditors & try to play doctor/savior/expert role and that is very much unwelcome.Repeating the Boundary: do not offer unsolicited health advice)So as a courtesy to my fellow hoomins whose care for me is appreciated, a content heads up so I can get back to expressing myself in the meatsuit I'm in:I'm relearning to love my body following disabling life events & coming to terms with being recognizable online in a different way.I'm working on letting go of a new flavor of shame: being a sexual being thru stressful times who still wants to get off & express myself.Tbh, it's seriously been a minute since I've experienced shame & it took me a while to identify the feeling. But, I feel like being open about reprocessing shame around sexuality is a worthwhile thing to talk about. Ex: masturbating for escapism/vice vs. release that doesn't need to be pathologized (so long as I'm doing my due diligence to unpack internalized perfectionism around my concept of what's considered ✌🏻healthy✌🏻)Hoping to continue unpacking that & expressing legit joy in letting go.I can't express how grateful I am for the community I have online, this has been isolating but y'all're expanding my concept of being brave & vulnerable🖤
