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These aren’t perfect but I still wanted to upload them more ..
These aren’t perfect but I still wanted to upload them more pictures are much better then less at the moment. Another England Lockdown announcement tonight I feel more anxious then excited tbh but really it should only get better even if it’s at snail pace
Sorry guys I passed out last night phone in hand as I was up..
Sorry guys I passed out last night phone in hand as I was uploading these 🤦🏼♀️ I don’t have any assistance with taking my photos there really is no photographers, boyfriend, friends etc and that’s why I struggle a lot but my mom helped me take all these Valentines photos and she’s very keen to assist with more if it means I can buy her new carpets and curtains lol so maybe I have an assistant in training which would be great.
Ok it’s technically 00:15 of the 15th now in England lol but..
Ok it’s technically 00:15 of the 15th now in England lol but Happy Valentines! ❤️ I managed to take quite a few photos yesterday for here I’m really pleased and that happens so little these days it’s great to feel it. There is too many to dump load in one go so I will release them over the week and hopefully your not too all sick of the colour red by then!
Don’t worry these are not the only photos I shall post this ..
Don’t worry these are not the only photos I shall post this special weekend. I have a cute little idea I hope will work but if not I’ve got the good classic red lingerie! 🌹
Trying to get a few minutes of cosy peace before work this e..
Trying to get a few minutes of cosy peace before work this evening. I haven’t kept up with the news to see if Boris has made any more announcements so I still have no idea when this miserable lockdown will end but apparently the vaccine roll out is doing really well across England. I’m so desperate to open my bnb and have some income coming in but I’ve realised I can’t reopen until we’re either out of lockdown and households can mix again or I have £3-5000 to build a new shower room. My sisters boyfriend is now paying rent it’s ...
I’m feeling a tiny bit relieved this weekend I have just scr..
I’m feeling a tiny bit relieved this weekend I have just scraped enough together to pay my rent I won’t have it for the 1st but I’ll be able to pay it all by the end of the first week. I can’t say what February will have in store yet but I’m pretty sure I will have no change in opening the bnb fully or doing my treatments for people and that may extend into March too sadly. But the guest room carpet is being installed next week that for now is my last big change I couldn’t easily do whilst being open for a while. I just purchased t...
I can’t stay awake this week! 😴 Monday evening I passed out ..
I can’t stay awake this week! 😴 Monday evening I passed out on my sofa just an hour after getting home from work I woke at midnight candles & tv all still going, Tuesday I could barely wake up dragged myself out of bed after weird nightmares, Wednesday I had to nap when I got in from work it was only 3pm I didn’t want to but I just couldn’t function like I’d been dosed up and today my eyes are itching as I post these but I’m actually really pleased with this photos so I really hope you like them too 😘 I’ve got a couple more of...
Do you think Instagram will shadow hide these with the touch..
Do you think Instagram will shadow hide these with the touch of bra showing? 🤔 I’ve got less booby tease versions of them I’m thinking of sharing there. I also took some no bra ridiculous large cleavage versions of these for here I’ve just got to edit them ☺️
The View if You were Sleeping next to Me 🛌💤 Or shall we say ..
The View if You were Sleeping next to Me 🛌💤 Or shall we say Skylas view every single night lol Sorry about the weird text on my forehead it was part of the Snapchat filter
Whoops lost a 1/4 of my followers after my last post. I forg..
Whoops lost a 1/4 of my followers after my last post. I forget everytime I mention being ill I lose so many followers. Being ill isn’t what stops me from making content I’ve lived with it for over a decade it’s just been the stress, suppression, weather etc which while I’m sure on the outside looks like it’s never lifting for me but I’m actually in such a better position then last January. This January’s not got the hyper speed I thought I would be working at sorting everything out since this lockdown is just pants it’s wet & fr...
A quick snap while sitting in the bathroom this morning. I c..
A quick snap while sitting in the bathroom this morning. I can’t remember if I’ve ever spoke of this before but watching Scarlet Howard talk about her Uti struggles openly a lot has made me think about being a bit more open. The damage in my spine causes numerous problems an bl33ding is one of the worse it makes me so lethargic, uncomfortable an painful sometimes for days. It limits what I can do or wear because I have to be careful it never leaks & shows. And while it’s still mainly just personal choice it’s a huge reason why I would ...
I painted my toenails for the first time in 10 months as wel..
I painted my toenails for the first time in 10 months as well 💅🏻 ☺️ 🦶🏻 I’m not to sure on the colour I’m as pale as the moon at the moment but I’m pretty terrible at picking skin complimenting colours in general I do the same with lipsticks 💋 I keep telling myself that I should invest in good quality polishes but then I don’t because I’m permanently hoping some time soon I’ll be able to afford to go to a salon regularly and get them done professionally. Did you know I’ve never had a pedicure ever! And I’v...
I painted my nails for the first time in 10 months! 💅🏻 And..
I painted my nails for the first time in 10 months! 💅🏻 And of course I’m not 100% keen on the colour 🙉 but I’ll keep it till February and then go pink for valentines 🥰
Positive Wishes to all for 2021 I won’t say Happy New Year ..
Positive Wishes to all for 2021 I won’t say Happy New Year because for many it’s not happy right now & it won’t be for several more months till we get this craziness under control. I’ve spent today alone and while a small part of me didn’t want to be alone I was also content & happy to be alone. I cleaned out the ducks, cleaned out the fishes, took down all the Christmas lights, cleaned the bathroom, put away all the decor (but for my tree which is now empty but cost so much blooming money I don’t want to throw her out just yet lo...
I hope you all had a lovely couple of Holiday days! I’m sorr..
I hope you all had a lovely couple of Holiday days! I’m sorry I have been quiet I’m honestly just shattered my energy levels & breathing from covid is still not great but I’ve had to throw my self into my other jobs to claw back some money my clients were desperate for me to be back and do what I could before the Tier 4/lockdown restrictions that came in yesterday. I wanted to do the Christmas inspired photos but there just ended up not being a second of time. It’s not the taking of the photos that’s to hard it’s the prep that take...
Swipe for a close up of my huge wobbly butt ⬅️ It 14 days si..
Swipe for a close up of my huge wobbly butt ⬅️ It 14 days since I got my positive covid test and I’m feeling much better I had my first day back at the store today. I wanted to just sit at the tills but all the other ladies & Christmas temp staff were on them so I had to tidy & shelf stack. I was absolutely exhausted every box of wine felt like a boulder and I was sweating buckets even though it was only 18c/65f. I’ve lost near £1000 in income over the last 2 weeks and I won’t be able to claim any of it back it’s just lost and righ...
I’m feeling better physically lately but still incredibly an..
I’m feeling better physically lately but still incredibly and worryingly low mentally. I’ve settled on working out enough to drop down to a HH cup again if possible. It will open up just enough brands for me to have plenty of styles to shoot for content. I’m not feeling happy that I will come out of isolation and just be hit with a wave of shifts and work to do. But I have closed the bnb temporarily which breaks my heart because hosting is my real love. Now no new guests can book (but the pre booked ones) until February minimum. I’m jus...
I was going to post them uncensored but I’ve been dealing wi..
I was going to post them uncensored but I’ve been dealing with so many leaks while currently feeling like my lungs are collapsing. I’m too angry to at the moment. I’m seeking legal and professional advice I didn’t usually care for seeking money back from leaks but now I’m mad. I’m strongly debating refiguring the format here either tomorrow or Monday I shall post more about it because I want to ask you guys opinions on how I should change how things run.
I’ve done nothing today but feed the animals and feed myself..
I’ve done nothing today but feed the animals and feed myself. My appetites gone but hopefully I won’t lose to much off my boobs! I thought I’d have the energy to tidy and decorate but I couldn’t turn my head at all without a sharp pain in the top of my head. So I’ve just lied down for most of it maybe a couple days of complete rest and then I’ll be able to move more easily.
I wanted to say first that I’ve received some gifts lately w..
I wanted to say first that I’ve received some gifts lately which are absolutely lovely I’m so grateful and pleased with them. But unless I can get through every single email here I’m not sure who sent them I’ve got 1 name but I couldn’t match it to a username when I searched the subscription list. Please do send a dm with PRESENT in the title or on Instagram so I can thank you ❤️ I took these the other day before my lewd ones I wasn’t going to share because I’m not that happy with them and I will try again but this bra is so ...
I love this picture, Snapchat filters are a god send! I tri..
I love this picture, Snapchat filters are a god send! I tried to gently pull out a box from below another one today at work unfortunately the upper one tipped over and mini Christmas puddings spilled everywhere customers giggled and if I did smoke that would have been the perfect moment to throw the box and go and have a cigarette. I’m throughly fed up now with everything. I’m juggling to many balls and I’m dropping them constantly but I also can’t put any of them down. I’ve spent the last 2 weeks completely surrounded by shopping pa...
I planned to take lingerie pictures today but I was so upset..
I planned to take lingerie pictures today but I was so upset with my body I had strong thoughts of just packing everything in. I have been that low over everything lately some real dark thoughts. But instead I threw some porn on and masturbated for 20 minutes it’s been months since I did that and honestly I felt so much better afterwards.
I tried to take some photos from a new low angle thinking it..
I tried to take some photos from a new low angle thinking it might be sexy well it might have been had I not been on hedgehog bedsheets in star pjs but at least my boobs look huge! I know I’m cropping my face out of everything late simply because I haven’t worn make up in weeks I’m not coping and can’t get through the work load. Without make up you can see the exhaustion on my face and I don’t want people to see that in these pictures. Beautiful Underwear & costumes still sitting in the bag waiting for me to catch a break. I need a...
I hope this is quite hot for you in return for still being c..
I hope this is quite hot for you in return for still being crap presence wise on here 🥺
I had to wear my sweat pants to work today because I didn’t ..
I had to wear my sweat pants to work today because I didn’t get time to do my washing yesterday. Jeez they were comfy & warm in the artic hole that is my workplace unfortunately management wasn’t to impressed & chided me on the importance of staff unison. However since I gained so much weight during lockdown I don’t actually fit in my company designated pants anyway I’ve been wearing black pj pants for 6 months now 🙊 lately some how I’ve got 3 tiny holes in them just around my pantie line so I have to remember every shift that I mu...
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I thought my veins looked quite prominent and that you might..
I thought my veins looked quite prominent and that you might like it 😙
New Cute Bra - Followers dropping like flies again all I can..
New Cute Bra - Followers dropping like flies again all I can do is apologise yet again but I don’t have any time to answer my DM’s. It’s a horrid circle that if I answered DM’s and did customs then I’d probably have more money to solve my problems. But if don’t buy fitting lingerie, clean my house get my other jobs done first then I can’t film or photograph anything. It’s not sexy to lie on a bed with no sheets, to sit on a floor covered in dog hair or lean against a kitchen unit with last nights washing up still waiting. I know...
These huge boobs are starting to lose their fun. They litera..
These huge boobs are starting to lose their fun. They literally just fall everywhere I drop them out my arms I haven’t big enough hands to hold them and I can’t see to shave my landstrip in the shower 🤭 I’m going to try and walk as much as I can this lockdown to try and trim just a bra size or 2 probably won’t go the way I want but planning is the first step to your goals. I managed to buy 4 really pretty lingerie sets the day before lockdown 2 so better shoot them quick if I actually manage to lose any weight!

























