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would you rather see mediocre porn or bizarre anguished thou..
would you rather see mediocre porn or bizarre anguished thought art? BOTH??!?!?! I'm having a hard time. I feel very stuck. Biologically stuck. Good porn should have a relaxed person being themselves intimately. Being relaxed and being able to smile nicely is in p short supply for me. Spending time crafting nice photos/etc. of my body is also hard because it grosses the hell out of me. I'm gonna go buy some Marmite for therapy purposes.
Real Voyeur (no seriously) : Julia gets ready to go on cam
Real Voyeur (no seriously) : Julia gets ready to go on cam
trans cam gf in the sun it's so easy to edit pics taken wit..
trans cam gf in the sun it's so easy to edit pics taken with sunlight :)
A little preview of what my camshow will be like... soon? So..
A little preview of what my camshow will be like... soon? Sorry for the sad intro lol
Julia Jane tries to make porn
Julia Jane tries to make porn
Flashing lights n stuff warning lol I hope you like this I d..
Flashing lights n stuff warning lol I hope you like this I don't know why you would Yes that's my voice, I had a moment of happiness when I liked my voice for a few minutes. It needs a lot of work.
something artistic is going to happen soon if I don't just g..
something artistic is going to happen soon if I don't just give up from ennui
Where did I sleep last night, and why did the bathroom mirro..
Where did I sleep last night, and why did the bathroom mirror make me look so long and skinny?
Rainy day product consumption Wow economic activity woo Less..
Rainy day product consumption Wow economic activity woo Less depressing than naked sadness?
Girlfriend Experience Inane Nonsense Voyeur POV: Trans GF Ex..
Girlfriend Experience Inane Nonsense Voyeur POV: Trans GF Expresses Cosmic Frustration Through Song
Julia gets some dopamine
Julia gets some dopamine
POV: Exhausted trans gf finds solace playing guitar to the r..
POV: Exhausted trans gf finds solace playing guitar to the rain.
Look how good I am at photography lol. I'm still depressed l..
Look how good I am at photography lol. I'm still depressed lol, but I keep managing it. I'm going hard(ish) with the ass exercise. I've reconnected with my IRL friends so that's good ð I still need to unpack and get my space figured out. I would make more sexy stuff if I felt less dysphoric lol ðŦĪ
Julia in her JERKER nook :) featuring NATURAL SUNLIGHT I sh..
Julia in her JERKER nook :) featuring NATURAL SUNLIGHT I shaved reaal good for laser a couple days ago. I got some razor blades for FREE from a local barber. They are 'Treet' brand, from Pakistan. I am impressed, although it may be that the sunlight and warm bathroom helped more than the blades :/ This is me after doing a bunch of jumprope outside. Maybe I will show you. I am still not feeling 100%, but it's way easier in this house for me to do things that help me :) After I took these pics, I was horny from feeling sexy and ma...
My first moderate-effort porn video in my new house :) Showe..
My first moderate-effort porn video in my new house :) Showering and cumming nothing got tooo wet
Mmmm I gotta brush my hair and scrub the floor and reseed th..
Mmmm I gotta brush my hair and scrub the floor and reseed the lawn and finish unpacking and nkurghh maybe I'll just go back to bed
Today is the day I give back the keys and officially stop li..
Today is the day I give back the keys and officially stop living in this awful basement, so let's do an impromptu house tour! I was always wary of showing too much of the suite, because opsec, but I am less paranoid now ð
Good morning ð sort of Let's check the natural light in eac..
Good morning ð sort of Let's check the natural light in each room haha. Don't mind the sloping floors ðŦĪ
Mirror selfie level UP! Did you notice that I fixed the lit..
Mirror selfie level UP! Did you notice that I fixed the little screwed up part of the wall?
I got the keys to the house :) Maybe I will bring my camera ..
I got the keys to the house :) Maybe I will bring my camera and take some sexy moving pics tomorrow ðĪŠ
I had a real bad night last night, and I got very intoxicate..
I had a real bad night last night, and I got very intoxicated to try to get away from the bad thoughts. It made me think and think and think. I think a lot of problems come from worrying about everyone hating me all the time and worrying if I am really allowed to be a girl. So I will work on that. Guitar practice is going better today. Tomorrow I will start moving things, hopefully.
Me, greasy and naked, practicing guitar. Not very flattering..
Me, greasy and naked, practicing guitar. Not very flattering.
I'm sorry for being AWOL so much. This has been one of the w..
I'm sorry for being AWOL so much. This has been one of the worst months of my life. I've got a circulatory fluid test tomorrow, I'll find out if my hormones are out of whack or not. I'm mostly ready to move. Instagram banned my personal account that I used to talk to my irl friends, which was a serious dick move when I am already so so sad. I feel nothing a good portion of most days. Playing my favourite video game is about as interesting as staring blankly at the wall, and is so much more work. I can't smile in photos, oops...
I cleaned so much of my house. I told my landlord that I wou..
I cleaned so much of my house. I told my landlord that I would take pictures of the place for him. Not gonna send him the ones with my ass in them. I'm trying really hard to not be super depressed. I don't know if the hormones are working anymore.
Home Improvement progress :$
Home Improvement progress :$
I hope you like insane porn Oil And Dildos n cum With old ID..
I hope you like insane porn Oil And Dildos n cum With old IDM music in the background! My musical journey from insane noises to insane noises with jazz chords (2005-2010) I miss my the insane and weird ways that I used to make music :( I hope to be able to return to it. Except, well, better.
oh whoops I've been wearing skirts because pants and stuff f..
oh whoops I've been wearing skirts because pants and stuff feel funny on my skin and today I took out my old silly socks and oops Kind of made me horny :) I'm working on believing good things about myself
How to beat depression naturally: 1 - Inject large dose of e..
How to beat depression naturally: 1 - Inject large dose of estrogen 2 - Sleep deprivation 3 - Buy BLAHAJ 4 - Cuddle BLAHAJ
Things that happened on cam on April 6th: DILDOS CUMSHOW!
Things that happened on cam on April 6th: DILDOS CUMSHOW!
oops, sorry I got a strobe light haha yeah I got real depres..
oops, sorry I got a strobe light haha yeah I got real depressed :/ I dunno. I slammed estrogen all day, eventually it got better and I felt like myself again. I almost think there's something wrong with the stuff I am injecting. I'm finalizing my move, getting ready to clean up this place. Bleach the floors haha. I'll be moving in June. It will be the realjuliajane renaissance, I swear! thankfully a lot of my junk is already in boxes :D I was super high last night, trying to smash myself with serotonin, and enjoying some room deodor...
