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Three weeks of chastity are over. As you can see the seal is..
Three weeks of chastity are over. As you can see the seal is still intact. I will now break it and clean myself thoroughly (My master has given me access to the key for that) 😉
I was asked to answer a few questions regarding my 3 weeks c..
I was asked to answer a few questions regarding my 3 weeks chastity challenge, which I would like to do now. 1. How did you keep yourself clean during this long period? I lately made a video about this on Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/reel/C-GFo2-snyx/?igsh=a3EyMTdhcXp6eTNn). For anyone who doesn't have Instagram or doesn't want to look there: I showered twice a day and rinsed my belt thoroughly. I also bathed 1-2 times a week to soak any stuck "dirt" and then rinse it off better. And I use braces brushes and cotton bud...
After I was locked in my cage last night, my master ordered ..
After I was locked in my cage last night, my master ordered me to remove my blanket from the cage and throw it far enough away that I couldn't reach it anymore. I then objected, saying that it might get cold (I had the window open) and that I generally can't sleep without a blanket. He then allowed me to place the blanket just within reach from the cage, and told me I could retrieve it if necessary, but that I would have to message him if I did. I found this quite unfair and immediately felt resistant. I felt mistreated, wondered what I...
I was quite frustrated this evening because I have to enroll..
I was quite frustrated this evening because I have to enroll in my master's program this week and didn't get a spot at my preferred university. This made me feel like once again I wasn't good enough. My Master called me and I talked to him on the phone, and he comforted me. That felt good, and I felt better afterward. Then he asked me to kneel and write about the topic "I belong to my Master and have no way to end this relationship or influence it against his will." (I was actually supposed to write something about this by ...
I’m sitting by the Rhine, eating ice cream, enjoying the sun..
I’m sitting by the Rhine, eating ice cream, enjoying the sun, and planning my birthday 🥰 And I’ve decided to give you all a gift 🎁 So my OnlyFans will be discounted for everyone throughout August 💜 And I think I’ll be sending exclusive content via message to everyone who’s been supporting me for a while 😉 In case you'd like to make me happy for my birthday, feel free to have a look in my profile, there are links to my wishlists 🤗🎁
Just a little belt check: it's still the same seal number 😉
Just a little belt check: it's still the same seal number 😉
Sunday mood: playing around with chains and restraining stuf..
Sunday mood: playing around with chains and restraining stuff and wearing my plug 🥰
I wasn't motivated to do household chores. So I add some cuf..
I wasn't motivated to do household chores. So I add some cuffs and restraints to make it more fun 😉
This week's task: Wearing my thigh bands the whole day (exc..
This week's task: Wearing my thigh bands the whole day (except in my internship) and doing some plug training 🥰
"What embarrasses you?" There aren't many things that embar..
"What embarrasses you?" There aren't many things that embarrass me. I feel embarrassed when my Master points out my mistakes. It's even worse when he does so in front of others. I also find it humiliating and degrading when I'm made to beg for things, especially when I have to beg for something I don't actually want. It's even worse when I have to refer to myself in the third person and use degrading terms for myself. On the other hand, things that others "do" to me aren't humiliating or embarrassing f...
"How do your different "BDSM personalities" (e.g. Chastity G..
"How do your different "BDSM personalities" (e.g. Chastity Girl & Pony Girl) harmonize together?" First of all: I am primarily a slave. This part is the most important to me because it gives me the most emotional satisfaction. It’s a lifestyle that dominates my entire daily life. As a slave, my main concern is to please my master and make him happy. My master is into chastity belts, so I wear one. And because a good slave doesn't just follow orders but makes an effort to internalize the wishes of her master, I do that. I ...
I spent today locked up and chained (and getting teased a lo..
I spent today locked up and chained (and getting teased a lot), binge-watching all the episodes of "Vampire Dormitory" 🥰 (and getting fucking horny 😏) Now I'm thinking about which anime to watch next. Any suggestions? 🤔
"Does wearing a CB represent a high degree of submission for..
"Does wearing a CB represent a high degree of submission for you?" Yes, it does. I am a very sexual person. I like to masturbate several times a day, for pleasure or to relieve stress. I also really enjoy having sex. I enjoy getting intimate with people I like. Even outside of partnerships. I'm not monogamous at all. So for me it's an extremely big act of submission to give my sexuality completely into the hands of my master and to focus my pleasure completely and exclusively on him. This is something new for me that I struggle...
Good morning everyone, I'm so fucking horny and frustrated ..
Good morning everyone, I'm so fucking horny and frustrated right now 😏😩 I got teased for several hours tonight, that was so mean 🥲 I have a feeling the weekend will be exhausting 😅🙈
"How did you meet your master and were you not afraid to sub..
"How did you meet your master and were you not afraid to submit to him?" We got to know each other in a Telegram group. He had noticed that I was a model and had asked me a few things about it. A few months later, I asked in the same group for people who knew about the topic of "t0rture & interrogation" because I had planned a video shoot 😏 and wanted to find out beforehand. I then set up a new group to discuss this. Among other things, I wrote to him there and later spoke to him on the phone 📞 A few weeks later, I though...
On my way to Dresden to spend the weekend with a friend. I'm..
On my way to Dresden to spend the weekend with a friend. I'm really looking forward to a relaxed weekend with anime, PC gaming, night walks, and maybe a bit of playtime too 🥰
"Why do you like submission?" I love submission for a whole..
"Why do you like submission?" I love submission for a whole host of reasons. Of course, there's the sexual level for one. I like things like being used. I love to feel his desire and to be squeezed by him in the way he wants me to be. I like this animalistic aspect and I love being fucked hard and violently and feeling how he gets off on me. I like to feel helpless and at his mercy, and I love it when fear and pain and my arousal intertwine. That's just how my sexuality works. Tender caresses are just as much of a turn-off for...
In today's part of my essay, I answered the question "Why do..
In today's part of my essay, I answered the question "Why do you like submission" ✍️ and tested how long I can kneel on the crown cap 😁 The answer is 25 minutes, then my legs start to go numb 😅 I spent the remaining 20 minutes sitting on it and now I have beautiful marks everywhere 🥰
Wish you all a good night 💫🌛😴💜
Wish you all a good night 💫🌛😴💜
"Why did you go into submission and when did this desire fir..
"Why did you go into submission and when did this desire first arise?" I've more or less always had this inclination. I've always been very fascinated by "bad guys" and felt attracted to them. It started with crushes on characters from films, series and books. I also liked being overwhelmed and pinned down in playful brawls. Fighting and losing and always rebelling and fighting was my thing. I was in my element. I had my first boyfriend when I was 14. He was older than me and he dominated me. In bed and in everyday lif...
The task this week is to write an essay on the topic "My Pat..
The task this week is to write an essay on the topic "My Path to Submission" ✍️ I’ve spiced up the task a bit by using this bottle cap coaster 🌶️ In the first part of the essay, which I wrote today, I talked about how and when I came to submission. I'll publish the text here later 😉. Over the next few days, as part of this essay, I will also answer more questions that I've received from the participants of my challenge.
So here's another picture from yesterday and a close-up of m..
So here's another picture from yesterday and a close-up of my seal number 😉
Well locked up for the challenge 🥰
Well locked up for the challenge 🥰
I am on my way to my master 🥰🖤 We're going away for the week..
I am on my way to my master 🥰🖤 We're going away for the weekend, and I'm very excited because he wants to seal my belt this weekend 😅
Day 12 without any break 🥰 This will be a new record 🥳🎉
Day 12 without any break 🥰 This will be a new record 🥳🎉
Wanna play a game? 😏 Here's an interactive game with me for ..
Wanna play a game? 😏 Here's an interactive game with me for you 😉 If you've taken a look at my statistics from time to time, then you know that my master often lets me out of the CB at night and that I'm allowed to have orgasms quite regularly 🔓💦 My master has decided that we should intensify my chastity a little 📈 And because you all voted diligently for me to be locked up for longer, he decides to involve you in the process. So my master has thought about the following: - You can tip me to be involved - The goal is...
As promised, here is the pole dance video 😉
As promised, here is the pole dance video 😉
I've noticed that I haven't finished writing the report from..
I've noticed that I haven't finished writing the report from BoundCon 😅. So, here's part 2 of BoundCon Saturday: After the video shoots, which I also reported on, I went to the fair and then almost directly to the pony race. It was my first time with pony heels and a sulky. That was quite a challenge 🐎 I ran against @emilyaddamsofficial and Rachel. We both wore pony heels and had to slalom with the sulkys. Unfortunately, there wasn't enough space, resulting in a few accidents in the first round. I got a scrape on my knee,...
I'm tired as fuck, this week was so exhausting 😅 But I learn..
I'm tired as fuck, this week was so exhausting 😅 But I learned a lot and I still enjoy my internship and the possibilities it offers 🥰 Hope you all have a great evening 💜 PS: I'm on Day 9 of my current chastity session and starting to get a bit frustrated 😁
Today, I enjoyed the sun during a walk 🌞 I love wearing ligh..
Today, I enjoyed the sun during a walk 🌞 I love wearing light fabrics and only the chastity belt as underwear in the current temperatures ⛓️🔒🥰 Now I'm on my way to the ice cream parlor 🍦 with friends, and afterward, we'll cook together and have a nice evening. I'm really excited 😊
