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03/20/2024 The first day in Barcelona was quite eventful. I ..
03/20/2024 The first day in Barcelona was quite eventful. I walked a lot and walked about 17 kilometers. I usually walk a lot more, about 20-30 km a day, but today I’m terribly tired. I live in a luxurious house. There are 4 floors, an elevator, a swimming pool, several terraces, a wine cellar, a patio, a sauna, a laundry room, a huge number of rooms, panoramic windows and views of the whole of Barcelona. I was given a room on the ground floor, there are no windows here, so it’s always dark in my room :) But I get up before everyone else i...
12/03/2024 Hi guys! Our set with @helga1 came out today. Fol..
12/03/2024 Hi guys! Our set with @helga1 came out today. Follow the link and support us ❤️ https://www.suicidegirls.com/girls/valeriya/album/5698884/milk-and-honey/ This weekend I was invited to attend a camp in the mountains. It happened very unexpectedly and I immediately agreed. It seemed to me that this would be a great solution to reboot a little. It was a little exciting because it is always very difficult for me to mееt new people. But the weekend was great. All the guys were very friendly and hospitable. We lived in a large wo...
03/6/2024 Today it is cloudy and cold. I study traffic rule..
03/6/2024 Today it is cloudy and cold. I study traffic rules and take tests all day. Tomorrow at 8 am there will be a third retake. There is absolutely no hope that I will pass the exam tomorrow, because I constantly make mistakes. I'm very angry. Today the city is not calm. All of Warsaw is in prоtеst. At first the farmers went on striке, and it got to the point where there were wounded. And in the evening another protest is planned because of the recent situation with a girl, my fellow countrywoman from Belarus, who was rареd and...
03/3/2024. Hi guys! I would like to inform you that in a wee..
03/3/2024. Hi guys! I would like to inform you that in a week our new set for @suicidegirls together with @helga1 will be released ❤️ I am also preparing a video for you. As for me, emotionally I feel better with the arrival of spring. But physically I still continue to get sick. All week I was tormented by severe cystitis. Every morning around 6-7 am I woke up in pain and could no longer sleep. It exhausts me a little. I already had similar relapses last summer. I have been suffering from chronic cystitis for a very long time. I turne...
Hello guys ❤️ No extra text today. I got sick, so I have a ..
Hello guys ❤️ No extra text today. I got sick, so I have a little more time to prepare for the driving tests. I'm still afraid to take the exam because I don't feel like I'm ready. Every time I use the computer at home, my result is negative. It's already been 10 days since I finished driving school, I'm worried that I might delay it for a very long time. Therefore, I prepare for a very long time and carefully. 🫠🥲 ❓I have a question for you. Do you want a video or a small photo shoot in this lingerie ? 👉🏼
02/13/2024. It's been a difficult week. I spent the whole we..
02/13/2024. It's been a difficult week. I spent the whole week preparing for the exam at a driving school. And I can happily report that I passed it. At the moment there is only one last step left, now I need to pass the last state exam and I will finally get a driver's license. That's where the good news ended for me. Last week I received a message that my online store, in which I had invested a lot of time and effort, was blocked forever without explanation. I was very upset. Contacting technical support did not help. The next ...
Notes dated February 5, 2024. Today, for the first time in ..
Notes dated February 5, 2024. Today, for the first time in a long time, I felt happy. In the evening, I decided to treat myself in honor of рurchаsing the SG set and relax a little. Lying on the sofa, I remembered how much I loved when my mom came to Belarus (my mom has lived in another country for many years; from the age of 10 I lived with my grandparents). When my mom visitеd, she always brought me food in bed and called me a hamster. She said: “ You lying in bed, surrounded by pillows, watching cartoons and eating in bed, like a ha...
Yeeeeah!!! We did it 💪🏼 Thanks to everyone who supported my..
Yeeeeah!!! We did it 💪🏼 Thanks to everyone who supported my set. It will be on the front page. You have no idea how happy I am. Firstly, my sets have not been purchased for about 1.5 years. I have completely lost motivation to do anything for this site. Secondly, this purchase was very important for me, because now I will be able to pay off part of my debt. I had high hopes for this set and it worked out well. This will make my life a lot easier now. For the first time in months I will sleep peacefully ❤️
Good morning ❤️ check your DM, I left a video for you. Fina..
Good morning ❤️ check your DM, I left a video for you. Finally the last month of winter. I'm very happy about this. I love spring. I love this feeling so much when it smells like spring outside, the sun is shining and the earth awakens after a long, cold sleep. I always have a very difficult time with winter. I have great difficulty fоrcing myself to do many things. But as soon as it gets warm, I feel a surge of strength. I remember this feeling when you go to school early in the morning, it’s still dark and cold outside, I real...
January 27. 2024 It's cold outside. During the entire walk,..
January 27. 2024 It's cold outside. During the entire walk, on the ground, I counted 5 lost lonely gloves. Now I go for a walk to clear my head. My planner is filled with tasks that cannot fit into one day. Why are there so few hours in the day? That is why I decided that I would get up at 6.00 in the morning. I wake up, take time for myself: breakfast, reading, self-care, taking vitamins. Then I go to the gym. I never liked the gym, but I was lucky enough to work out for free in a very good gym. And who am I to refuse an opportunity? In...
Check your DM ❤️ I have a surprise for you
Check your DM ❤️ I have a surprise for you
Guys! If it’s not difficult for you, you can support my set ..
Guys! If it’s not difficult for you, you can support my set and send a some tips as you wish and any activity under the set, this will help the set become the set of the day. A This is very important to me 🙏🏽🖤 https://www.suicidegirls.com/girls/valeriya/album/5660557/hot-morning-in-georgia/#
Hey guys! My new set „HOT MORNING IN GEORGIA” for @suicidegi..
Hey guys! My new set „HOT MORNING IN GEORGIA” for @suicidegirls by elune in MR now 🤍 need your love and support https://www.suicidegirls.com/girls/valeriya/album/5660557/hot-morning-in-georgia/#
January 14. 2024 Good morning! My best friend gift me a tat..
January 14. 2024 Good morning! My best friend gift me a tattoo session for Christmas. To do this, I needed to go to the neighboring city, Gdansk. I decided that it was a great idea to spend a little time by the sea, take a walk through the forest and take my mind off my problems. In Gdansk I was staying for two nights with my good comrade. We had a great time. We went to an experimental jazz evening, and walked along the embankment. We were even lucky and the sun was shining. What is very rare in winter in Poland. We attended a free exhibitio...
09/01/2024 I feel empty, confused and anxious. No ease. I’m ..
09/01/2024 I feel empty, confused and anxious. No ease. I’m trying to remember those days when everything worked out for me and everything made me happy without much effort. Each time it’s like a different life, lived by a different person. The worst thing is that in «borderline» I no longer remember what it feels like to be in the black. In the dark kingdom the lights do not burn, the birds do not sing, the flowers do not bloom. I’m just burning from the inside and closing all the shutters and doors tightly, I’m driven by horror and ...
January 6, 2024 What makes me alive now? Truly alive? Perha..
January 6, 2024 What makes me alive now? Truly alive? Perhaps it is this non-acceptance of the demons, which I am trying to push out of my head? Because I'm very tired of the nightmare in which I live almost all my time. Or failure to accept circumstances to which can and should be challenged? Non-acceptance of traditions, conventions, customs and everything that is not customary to question? Day after day I search for every piece of this mosaic and only then will I be able to see the world closest to the truth. You will never be able to ...
01/04/2024 Good morning ❤️ I think I need to clear my head m..
01/04/2024 Good morning ❤️ I think I need to clear my head more often through writing, like I used to do. Here I keep something like a diary and it helps me. In general, my condition is stable, and my emotiоnal оutbursts are better cоntrolled. Whenever I feel like I'm losing cоntrol and drifting off into a world of dreams or worries, I return the focus to myself. Surprisingly, it works. I tell myself that my mood is only my responsibility, because this is the honest truth. For example, in these 4 days since the new year 2024 began,...
I have never summed up the year. Because I've been bаttling ..
I have never summed up the year. Because I've been bаttling a majоr deprеssive episode for the past 4 mоnths, I've started to forget what this year has been like. So I decided to remember how it all began: 💗 January started wonderfully. I went on a trip to Portugal. (God bless Europe and cheap flights) I got to Madeira Island for $9. Can you imagine? It was a great start to the year. 💗 In February, I first started collaborating with galleries. I wrote up my resume, made a portfolio of my work, and wrote to everyone I could ...
Hi guys. How was your Christmas? I missed Christmas. I saw..
Hi guys. How was your Christmas? I missed Christmas. I saw the date on the calendar on the evening of December 25th. 🥲 I recently met a great girl, we became friends and she invited me to dinner. Therefore, I can say that my Christmas was not spent alone. I really wanted to make a list of gifts that I would like to receive for Christmas, but I remembered that I have no friends hahaha. I want to attach it here, in case one of you wants to please me and give me a gift ❤️ 1. First on my wish list is a stretching membership. Now I have...
Wow, I didn’t even notice that two weeks had already passed...
Wow, I didn’t even notice that two weeks had already passed. On the one hand, time goes by so slowly and every day is similar to the previous one, on the other hand, time goes by so quickly, and I realize that a whole year has already flown by. During these two weeks I tried to get my affairs a little better, which cannot wait. I paid off some of the debt I had and closed the tax year. I spent the last week focusing on a project I'm currently drawing. I wanted to immerse myself in creativity, so as not to think about all the problems. ...
Good morning. Yesterday, leaving the apartment, I met my nei..
Good morning. Yesterday, leaving the apartment, I met my neighbor. He heard that I was coughing and advised me to take a test for Covid. Because he and his girlfriend had it now and they spent 10 days at home, in quarantine. Now in Poland, cases of Covid have become more frequent again. I even heard that “they” want to reintroduce mask mode. So I decided, just for fun, to do a test. it’s positive 🥲 Last time I had the same symptoms, but why I didn’t realize it myself? I have terrible weakness. I could hardly sleep at night because...
I've been sick so often lately. I spent the whole of October..
I've been sick so often lately. I spent the whole of October and November with sick kidneys and relapses of cystitis 2 times a week. Yesterday my temperature rose. I didn’t sleep well all night, my whole body and bones ached. I felt a terrible chill. Today I have set myself many tasks in my planner, but I have absolutely no energy. To be honest, I haven’t experienced such a long depressive phase for a long time. The last time this happened was in 2015, the depression lasted for 8 months. This morning I remembered everything that h...
Do you like photo like this or like for SG (more lighter) ?
Do you like photo like this or like for SG (more lighter) ?
Hey guys, important news! I made a calendar for 2024. If an..
Hey guys, important news! I made a calendar for 2024. If anyone wants to purchase, then write me in DM and I will send you all the necessary information. I'll be posting on Instagram tomorrow, so be sure to purchase it here ❤️ Limited quantities
Guys! Thank you very much for your support. I received so ma..
Guys! Thank you very much for your support. I received so many messages, I read and smile. I’m very glad that I have great guys here. You are all interesting, each with your own story, with your own lives and the world inside. Everyone lives in different parts of the planet, but we are all connected here at one point. It is amazing. Thank you 🖤 As for me, I have been having a terrible migraine for the last three days. This happens to me. Several times a year I have migraine attacks, they last from three days to 1.5 weeks. I wake up with a...
Hi guys. To put it briefly, I’m not having a “sweet November..
Hi guys. To put it briefly, I’m not having a “sweet November” at all. There is complete darkness outside the window and in my soul. I can’t even tell you anything funny. Depression, depression and more depression. It's like there's no end to it for it. We've been living together for three months now. The last time I was happy was three months ago. I cross out days on the calendar like in prison. There is no other way to say it. My head is my prison. Recently I thought about how we would live without our reflection in the mi...
Life is a very interesting thing. Today you are on a wave an..
Life is a very interesting thing. Today you are on a wave and feel like a super hero, but tomorrow you may have nowhere to live. The worst thing that can happen to you in a foreign country when you are just an emigrant is problems with housing and documents. So far I’m coping heroically with the second point, but with the first I have a conflict. To say that I am very scared is to say nothing. I'm very, very scared. I feel like a cornered horse. I want to scream “help!!!” Give me back that carefree time when my only problem was that ...
Hey! It was already the third month of my Groundhog Day, the..
Hey! It was already the third month of my Groundhog Day, the tight loop of my little world. I wanted to show with this shooting some kind of constriction and isolation and how I feel now. Well, in general, there is no denying that it is incredibly beautiful and sexy. You can watch the full episode in your private messages ❤️ I will be grateful for your support and feedback ❤️
Guys! If you are on SG, please support my video by leaving a..
Guys! If you are on SG, please support my video by leaving a like and comment. This is important ❤️🙏🏽 https://www.suicidegirls.com/videos/135839/chaleur-valeriya/
For the umpteenth time I open my notes and can’t write anyth..
For the umpteenth time I open my notes and can’t write anything. Either because there’s nothing to do, or because I’m tired of myself and feel sick that I’m writing too sad stories here. I'm worried a lot about work right now. I would even say that I am going through a very anxious and difficult period related to work. Simply put, I can’t work and it’s scary. I know for sure that there is only one way out of this situation - I need to discipline myself and complete some tasks every day, through force. No excuses or excuses. I ...
