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I’m going to add more anal content tonight. I noticed this l..
I’m going to add more anal content tonight. I noticed this last night and thought you guys might think this is interesting too. I’ve always found marshmallows comforting. Last night as I rolled one around my tongue I realized… they’re candy nipples! The texture, softness…
I woke up an hour and a half ago, too horny to sleep.. after..
I woke up an hour and a half ago, too horny to sleep.. after playing with my clit a while I knew I needed an assfuck. I was thinking about being in your parents house, you took me home for Christmas and in the middle of the night I felt your cock poke at my asshole.. once you notice I’d awoke you reached for the lube and lubed up and then thrust in balls deep, with your hand over my mouth so I kept quiet. After thirsting for a while you told me to suck you off to finish so that the cum leaking from my loose whore ass didn’t spoil the sheets...
I just took out my plug and I put on this new lingerie set. ..
I just took out my plug and I put on this new lingerie set. My roommate actually ordered it. I was sitting in the kitchen working on my laptop today, plugged ;) and she tried it on and showed me. Her tits are a little smaller than mine so she didn’t like it on her. She offered it to me. I took off my shirt and put it in on, stood up and looked in the mirror! It fit pretty well! She thought it looked better on me. Merry Christmas to everyone lol. I’ll be taking some more pictures in it. She knows about my only fans and is the roommate that I...
The first clip is me inserting my small plug this morning, t..
The first clip is me inserting my small plug this morning, the glass stretched my fuckhole open about 1inch all day. I wore it all day, removing it only when I needed to relieve myself. The second clip I just recorded, inserting a 2in glass cylinder to train my anal ring to open wide. I am going to wear it until it becomes uncomfortable tonight and then I am going to gap3 and record more for you. I usually have the harness prepped beforehand but I was too excited to be recording more again and forgot... It feels so good to be working on improv...
I took some photos and a short video of me plugging my ass t..
I took some photos and a short video of me plugging my ass this morning. Today I am going to wear my smaller glass plug all day before inserting my large one later, I am trying to remain patient an work up to it. I'll be uploading more later, for now my asshole is dilated around the glass plug and I'm thinking about how badly I want to be able to gape well for all of you later.
A close up video of me playing with my freshly shaved asshol..
A close up video of me playing with my freshly shaved asshole with some help from my leaky cunt juice. It is so hard not to just reach for my huge toys... my hole saw some red the other day so I am giving it a break to heal before I go back to my big ones.. I am so impatient though.. the amount of time I spend day dreaming about having an obviously well fucked puffy g@ping anal ring... I'm such a freak
Just after I shaved tonight... All the lube in the picture i..
Just after I shaved tonight... All the lube in the picture is coming from my leaky lube dispenser cunt.
I was going to make a shaving video for you guys. When I was..
I was going to make a shaving video for you guys. When I was younger I would occasionally get off to it. I realized I was all out of cream, would you guys like to see one?
Unfortunately I pushed too wide too fast yesterday and stret..
Unfortunately I pushed too wide too fast yesterday and stretched a bit too far.. I’m giving my hole a day to rest. I know you would like to see me in some way. I have a folder of some inspiration pictures for plugged close up pictures for all, but it’s also been a while since I looked at it like this, it’s nicely altered now, from time to time I consider removing that bit of skin that was the result only 1.5in wide wish a small butt plug as a te3nager, I liked the pain a bit and shoved it in with very little lube, I didn’t know better. ...
I’m back to feeling more creative posing and playing with th..
I’m back to feeling more creative posing and playing with the camera angles. I have a big day wearing my big plug tomorrow so I’m sleeping in the little one tonight. Goodnight
I got the clip to work. I have been keeping up with and yest..
I got the clip to work. I have been keeping up with and yesterday I held my ass open about 2in all evening, when I slept I gave myself a break and my ass felt odd empty. I want to g@pe huge again for you guys soon and surpass my earlier phase. My sex drive is incredibly high... I wake up every morning wanting to have my asshole r@ped.. tonight I will be sleeping with my big glass plug, I'll snap a pic before I sleep for you.
I have been sleeping with this in every night.. it’s like my..
I have been sleeping with this in every night.. it’s like my calming pacifier. I made a video but my iPhone format wasn’t compatible so I will sort it out tomorrow. During the days when I am home I have had my large cylindrical dilator strapped in, holding my anal ring and rectum open about 2in in diameter… all this training has helped loosen me back up. I’m in the stretching stage where farts just slip out. It goes back to normal after you’ve adjusted to the stretch. Some of you have mentioned liking this so I thought I’d mention ...
Removing my little plug after waking. My asshole is still so..
Removing my little plug after waking. My asshole is still sore from taking my large one yesterday but was held open nicely with this, I’m going to keep it in today. It is comfortable and I forgot how much it de-stresses me to have my asshole held open.
I had my large plug in for a few hours tonight. I can feel t..
I had my large plug in for a few hours tonight. I can feel that I haven't been training, my asshole is sore tonight, so I have my old smaller plug in to sleep. It crazy to me that I can't just wear the plug that is larger than my fist with ease anymore. It makes sense, like any muscle in my body, I haven't been training my asscunt so it tightened back up. For some reason I thought I would be able to just pop it back in, I have regressed, but I am not starting at square one. As many of you have pointed out to my slutty cunts delight....
It took a few minutes to work in, but then it slid in and my..
It took a few minutes to work in, but then it slid in and my hole felt more normal than it has in months
I took these last night just before I got a migraine.. I am ..
I took these last night just before I got a migraine.. I am not too happy with the posing but they show off my round ass from all the working out I have been doing. I will need to spend a bit more time improving my posing again. It is something I never talked about much, but when I first started to get more into this I had to work to learn how to contort my body to pose into visually interesting and elegant positions. My very first hotel shoot was such a wash... I had no idea what I was doing and immediately signed up for dance classes after I ...
This was taken before my bender... I have been working hard ..
This was taken before my bender... I have been working hard to push my body in other ways as I haven't been training my asshole as much... My goal is to find a balance of both
I have been gone for quite a while, I know I am on the other..
I have been gone for quite a while, I know I am on the other side of the tunnel now; I am sure because I know longer have a desire to be numb. For so long I wanted to be numb and to lose myself as some of my problems I have been facing are too big to solve, too close to home. Last week I escaped to another country and I went on the first bender of my life. Every night I drank because facing the reality of my current problems was too much, but I was surrounded by good people and I heard a lot of philosophies I found solace in. The best advice, i...
In more uplifting news. One of my roommates now knows about ..
In more uplifting news. One of my roommates now knows about my only fans and my anal kink... she has offered for me to think about doing content with her, when I am ready :)
What's a way someone showed unexpected vulnerability or thei..
What's a way someone showed unexpected vulnerability or their emotions to you during sex? I feel like the movies never show it. They never show two naked people holding each other, too broken to continue fucking. Sex as an adult is weird. I cried, the way this one Only pounds makes me think he is afraid of the intimacy, that one needs to cuddle me so much I shut down, this other one needs to kiss me and I can't let myself feel "I told you I can't kiss"; he feels rejected, another needs to stop because it's been so long s...
http://www.emmasunderground.com/ (is active to collect email..
http://www.emmasunderground.com/ (is active to collect emails, hyperlink in bio) The design is still a work in progress as am I. I have been healing a tremendous amount in the time I stepped away. I am not ready to get back into it yet, but I will be eventually, I am going to stop saying soon because truth be told idk when that will be. I have wanted my own website for a long time now. Many of you have shared with me personally how you like how open I am about emotional matters around sex, intimacy and kinks. AND how it is surprising on the...
After my recent break up I spent two or three days staring a..
After my recent break up I spent two or three days staring at the ceiling a lot. Waking up on my back, eyes open, lost in something beyond the walls above me deep within myself. Now, weeks later, when I look in a mirror I don't really recognize the woman staring back at me. After those first few days I started to workout hard, legs might give out, can't take another breath, arms shaking to lift the last rep, hard. I needed to push myself to a place where I didn't have energy to think about who I am now. From the first BDSMLR post ...
Can breasts be desexualized? Can you view a nipple in a tast..
Can breasts be desexualized? Can you view a nipple in a tasteful top or sheer top and not immediately think of something sexual. Are boobs at the beach always sexual? The conversation about the sexualization of breasts comes up a lot these days? What do you guys think?
You guys are the best <3 Your messages and support, understa..
You guys are the best <3 Your messages and support, understanding, and care for my wellbeing made me feel so loved tonight. I saw a few messages to my post that encouraged me to take time if I need it and not feel bad... it really helped me get space to heal. I'll be posting something later... taking time really helped me get better control over my life, it felt like it was all slipping away from me for a while. Thank you <3
Steamy relaxing shower before bed. I have been hitting the g..
Steamy relaxing shower before bed. I have been hitting the gym to stay mentally well but also to remain in great shape to make content. I have feel like I have been letting a lot of people down, including you guys. I know this set of pictures isn't great but I figured seeing my ass might be better than not seeing it at all?
I know I have been absent. Last week I went through a break ..
I know I have been absent. Last week I went through a break discussion or breakup... I hope it's not the later. I debated saying anything as we kept most personal aspects private. Please don't take this as an opportunity to try to 'own' me if you are a Dom. This is one time I want to keep most details private.
I slept with my Big glass plug in last night.. It got so com..
I slept with my Big glass plug in last night.. It got so comfortable I forgot it was in, eventually the lube dried up and my ass woke me up letting me know I needed to take it out.
Before Bed
Before Bed
Hey guys! I will be making a post tonight. I am just preppin..
Hey guys! I will be making a post tonight. I am just prepping after the gym, dinner, and my evening routine. I've started taking MUCH better care of my body and skin.. I'm turning 27 in a few weeks and I want to stay in great shape and make porn forever! I mentioned attending a sex party in my last post, and indeed I attended a sex party recently. It was one of those things I had always dreamed of. I'm sure many of us kinksters have thought about it at least once or twice since we saw eye's wide shut and then googled if those ...
*trigger warning: sexual assault and abuse* I had a nice rel..
*trigger warning: sexual assault and abuse* I had a nice relaxing night watching Saturday night live. Maybe it was all the talk about R. Kelly that has my mind racing on these topics as my otherwise tired and sore body tries to go to sleep. I was at a dinner party this week and I opened up to a few of my close friends that I had attended a sex party a few weeks ago. I kept it private from all of you at the time to help protect my identity. These friends also know that I’ve had various instances with assaults and I am constantly harassed and...
