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So, friends. There is no more strength to endure. In three d..
So, friends. There is no more strength to endure. In three days I'm leaving to fulfill my dream ✨ Let me start by saying that I planned this trip a 2 years ago. I worked hard, saved money, didn’t go anywhere all year. But since I was in the process of obtaining a residence permit in Poland, I was worried that I would not have time to get it before my departure. There was still half a year left, but there was no answer according to the documents. When it came time to go on a trip, of course, I did not have time to get a residence perm...
Good morning guys ❤️ Do you like my new hairstyle? Suit me? ..
Good morning guys ❤️ Do you like my new hairstyle? Suit me? ☺️
Hi guys! To be honest, I'm torn with impatience to tell you ..
Hi guys! To be honest, I'm torn with impatience to tell you about the event that will happen to me in a week ❤️ I dreamed about this for so long. For a whole year I worked hard to make this dream come true. Why am I keeping this a secret? because exactly a year ago I had to do this and already shared with everyone I met on my way, but closer to the cherished day everything collapsed. I was very frustrated, so I decided that I would try again this year, but for now I would not tell anyone until it happened. Only a week left to wait 🫣...
You know how much I love taking photos, but I love taking ph..
You know how much I love taking photos, but I love taking photos of beautiful girls even more! @alexislusttt look so hot 🥵 in my lens Would you like to see more photos? Check our new HD set in your DM 🔥
Do you enjoy our set as much as I enjoy spending time with @..
Do you enjoy our set as much as I enjoy spending time with @alexislusttt ? 🤤
Finally! Our set with my hot blondie @alexislusttt is alread..
Finally! Our set with my hot blondie @alexislusttt is already waiting for you 😍 check your DM I'm just in love with these photos. I think we look great together 🤤 What do you think?
Do you like our outfits with @alexislusttt ? 🖤🤍 I can't wait..
Do you like our outfits with @alexislusttt ? 🖤🤍 I can't wait tomorrow to show you our set 😈
Hey hey! Our new hot set with amazing @alexislusttt will be ..
Hey hey! Our new hot set with amazing @alexislusttt will be available soon 💦🔥 Are you waiting?
Good morning, 💗 ☀️ Which lingerie fit me more?
Good morning, 💗 ☀️ Which lingerie fit me more?
At 5 am I was awakened by fresh and slightly cold air, which..
At 5 am I was awakened by fresh and slightly cold air, which was accompanied by the sound of rain beating strong, heavy drops on my eaves. I again forgot to close the window before going to bed. My bed is right next to the window, so when I wake up, the first thing I do is always look out the it. Sometimes I see the beautiful light of dawn from the sun that has just awakened and its warm rays, like the most caring mother in the world, kiss my cheeks and forehead, fоrcing me to wake up. Sometimes I see fluffy clouds like cotton candy and blue...
Hi guys. How are you doing? In the last couple of months I ..
Hi guys. How are you doing? In the last couple of months I have so much work and I am very happy about it. I try to focus on this because for the past year I want to fulfill one of my big dreams. So far I can not tell what it is, but very soon I will share with you. I'm already halfway to making this happen. The other day I signed a contract. I am so excited. I can't wait to tell you. Now I draw a lot and finally decided to take the time to take care of my health, physical and moral. Due to a lot of stress and a nervous breakdown a co...
Guys! Very soon my set with one hot babe will be ready ❤️ 🤫 ..
Guys! Very soon my set with one hot babe will be ready ❤️ 🤫 It will be available in early May. Don't miss it :) In the meantime, I wish you a bootyful day 🌸
As always. Clever thoughts from Valeriya under the photo wit..
As always. Clever thoughts from Valeriya under the photo with boobs. What could be better? If I'm not your favorite blogger, then what are you doing here? 😅 Tell yourself that you don’t have to always succeed and deal with all the problems. Recognize that your options are limited. My short summary of yesterday. Not in every event you need to look for success for yourself, sometimes it is necessary to return to us the answers of our choices and actions. Therefore, simply being physically in a material body, we cannot always succeed,...
Good morning, how are? What's the plan for the day? ✨❤️ I mi..
Good morning, how are? What's the plan for the day? ✨❤️ I miss you
Badtrip part 2/3 I sat on the floor and looked at the pink ..
Badtrip part 2/3 I sat on the floor and looked at the pink sky. the clouds moved slowly past me. A bird has flown. Purple light filtered through my window and lit up the whole room, fluffy plaid and beige carpet gave the room an even calmer look. I tried to breathe and gradually calmed down. I did not notice how my thoughts were already focused on something else. My heartbeat became calm and my body relaxed. I, like a piece of melted butter on the floor, put my head on the pillow and began to look at my paintings. Before me was a painting of...
BADTRIP (PART 1/3) Journey into the depths of your conscious..
BADTRIP (PART 1/3) Journey into the depths of your consciousness. Let's call it "acid experience" if you know what I mean. This story has two sides. First I will talk about the bad, because the story of the good follows from the bad. Yesterday I had my first badtrip in my life. I literally thought I was going crazy. My mind played a cruel joke with me and all my fears and anxieties literally came out in the form of hallucinations. It seemed to me that the whole space around me was full of cockroaches and they crawled over me, ove...
Hello! Yesterday I had an unplanned day off. I managed to g..
Hello! Yesterday I had an unplanned day off. I managed to get some rest from work. I went to the museum, looked at the paintings a little, walked on the street, read a book, in the evening I even went to a bar 😱 Usually I don't go to such establishments, but yesterday I wanted to take a break. I drаnk hot tea with some kind of liquor or gin.😛 I thought it was a good option for a person who rarely drinks :) The tea was really great. I even relaxed a little and I accidentally got into a conversation with some guy in a bar. We talked ...
Now I have such a period when I again began to push off from..
Now I have such a period when I again began to push off from the bottom. Right now my another stage of huge growth and great training for honesty with myself and the surrounding reality has begun. Dozens of practices, trainings, master classes, hundreds of books read, consultations and meditations, analysis, a lot of work. All this sometimes burns out at some point when you go through an unexpected reality. Stratification of the psyche, loss of supports, landmarks and denial of integration into a new reality. Loss of friends, business, health...
Hi guys 🤍 Half a year ago, I met on the Internet with a girl..
Hi guys 🤍 Half a year ago, I met on the Internet with a girl who also lives in Poland. @alexislusttt I wrote to her to get information about the photographers. There are no photographers for SG in Poland, and in general there are few photographers with whom one wants to work. It turned out that this girl also speaks Russian. We started talking. I decided to visit her in Krakow to get to know her personally and make a collaboration. And here I am. Yesterday we made a wonderful beautiful set, which I will soon be able to show you. This set...
Hi guys! The other day I had a VERY unpleasant story that m..
Hi guys! The other day I had a VERY unpleasant story that made me very nervous. When things settle down, I hope I can tell you everything. In the meantime, I share the news from life. I recently sold a painting at an auction in a gallery, which I am very happy about. This is my first gallery sale. After that, the organizers wrote to me that they would like to cooperate with me at the next auction, which will take place in May / June. Therefore, I need to write some big works to offer them. I am extremely grateful for these opportunities tha...
Hi all! What a crazy year for events. It's only March, and s..
Hi all! What a crazy year for events. It's only March, and so much has already happened to me. Now, I spend a lot of time in my thoughts, in work, in concentration on creativity. This text was not easy for me, it is difficult to explain everything that I feel in a foreign language. But in short: 5 years ago I had a very long and emotionally difficult relationship with a man. I think it caused me a big psychological trauma. And I'm still trying to piece myself together. Every year it gets easier for me. Time really heals :) It was th...
Hey hey ! Support my new set “Lirio” for @suicidegirls 🫶🏼 ..
Hey hey ! Support my new set “Lirio” for @suicidegirls 🫶🏼 https://www.suicidegirls.com/girls/valeriya/album/5426535/lirio/
Hi guys! I got sick again, my eye is inflamed, so I can’t ev..
Hi guys! I got sick again, my eye is inflamed, so I can’t even shoot content for you and I don’t look very good now😔 The last month I have been working very hard, there is not enough time for everything that I want and for everything that is planned. Finally, I closed all my months on salary (for those who don’t know, read the story “my drama” below for November-December). Many of you answered my call for help and helped me a little with the paintings. Thank you very much, I really appreciate it. You just have no idea what kind o...
I don’t know if you noticed or not, but I’m losing interest ..
I don’t know if you noticed or not, but I’m losing interest in more and more of, sg, etc. I'm even seriously considering deleting my pages. But I still have so many sets in stock 😂 I noticed how important support is. It is you who are the motivation for many girls who work as models and make content for you. You know, I write my stories here, in a language completely foreign to me, I share my experiences, my life, I make content, but without your support, I want to do it less and less. I just don't understand if you need it? N...
Hi guys! hope you missed me? ☺️ During these days that I wa..
Hi guys! hope you missed me? ☺️ During these days that I was away, I did not sit still. I have been sitting at the computer for a long time and stubbornly since the morning and sent out my paintings and applications to various galleries. 🥵 I took photographs of my paintings, covered them with varnish and put them in order. The most difficult thing was to make an application about myself as an artist. After all, galleries appreciate your background in the form of exhibitions and other artistic activities. But I don't have it and i...
Today I had a dream that I was in my village, sitting by the..
Today I had a dream that I was in my village, sitting by the river and dipping my feet in the water. The sun burned my back, and the wind gently blew my skin. I looked at my feet and saw how the rays of the sun seeped through the layer of water and it shone. Birds sang. I tried to count how many kinds of birds I hear. I was so quiet and calm. Behind me, I heard the voice of my grandfather and grandmother, they were discussing something sitting under a tree. I woke up with such sadness in my heart. I miss these times. There's a hole in my s...
Living with bipolar disorder is when you had a terrible depr..
Living with bipolar disorder is when you had a terrible depression all December. When there was no strength to get out of bed and everything rolled into a black hole. And now I draw big projects every day for 17-20 hours, I hardly sleep and forget to eat. Please find a balance. I am looking for you very much. How are you?
Guys! See what new set will be uploaded to the site @suicide..
Guys! See what new set will be uploaded to the site @suicidegirls soon 😍 Help me think of a name. Write in the comments or send me a private message
I thought about it and realized one thing. About my emotiona..
I thought about it and realized one thing. About my emotional burnout. This idea prompted me to another thought. I remembered my creative path How eagerly I grabbed at all the most difficult things for a novice artist. How I came to big projects in calligraphy and space paintings, oil painting, landscapes and seascapes. How after that I was incredibly tired and did not draw at all. At the beginning of last year, I picked up oil for the first time. I got carried away. Thought it was it. But over time, I returned to larger and more complex proje...
Hi everyone! 🧸 Now I am actively engaged in creativity. I p..
Hi everyone! 🧸 Now I am actively engaged in creativity. I plunged into myself again, alone, alone with only my canvases. My state is still lost, I'm still trying to find myself and piece myself together. My thoughts are sad and cold, but I do not give up and continue the fight. I know that one day I will write a beautiful text here about how I succeeded. That all my labors were justified, and my goals were achieved. I am a little girl 158 cm tall, a little lost soul, but I know that an unshakable fortitude and a kind heart lives i...
